Hi all..
I'm new here an just wanted to get something of my chest and out there.
I'm an 18 year male (not very sexually active) living at home with my parents and one older sister.
My sister is 25 and just home from four years abroad and now also living with us as shes looking for her own place.
We get on great and I have always been her "sweet little bro!"
Since she moved back home a few months ago I have developed an uncomfortable habit I would like advice on.
Straight away after she moved home I noticed very sexy lingerie in the laundry. I have never seen sexy lingerie like it at all in my life and I dont believe she had any like that years ago before she moved abroad. I also believe I have a lingerie or pantie fetish. I'n not Gay or I have little desire to fully cross dress but I do love to try on sexy lingerie and masturbate. As soon as I climax I want to get back in to my normal clothes straight away!
So now all of a sudden I have access to any amount of sexy lingerie thanks to my sister.
When ever the house is empty I sneak into her room and try on all her sexy panties before masturbating to a wonderful climax.
Unlike anything I have ever experienced before. I am always very careful and never soil any of her stuff.. I do have a little bit of respect but not much as if i did I would not totally invade my sisters privacy and behave like this. The guilt afterwards is always enormous . I feel dirty and want to get out of her room straight away and forget what I did. When she comes home after being away for a few days she always gives me a hug and this is where I feel really bad. I know she loves me but if she know what i was doing I'm sure that would change. But a few days later the urge comes upon me and knowing where all her sexy lingerie is I go back to it.
Recently I even for a second tried to picture how she might look herself in her lingerie but I immediately tried to supress that thought. That's not somewhere I ever want my mind to go. Period.
So, it this type of brother / sister behaviour common or anyway normal? Could she possibly know it might be going on?
I'm not to worried as shes planing on moving to a new city in the next few months so it will eventual stop for me.
Would she find me to be totally disgusting of she found out?
Thanks for your comments.
P
I'm new here an just wanted to get something of my chest and out there.
I'm an 18 year male (not very sexually active) living at home with my parents and one older sister.
My sister is 25 and just home from four years abroad and now also living with us as shes looking for her own place.
We get on great and I have always been her "sweet little bro!"
Since she moved back home a few months ago I have developed an uncomfortable habit I would like advice on.
Straight away after she moved home I noticed very sexy lingerie in the laundry. I have never seen sexy lingerie like it at all in my life and I dont believe she had any like that years ago before she moved abroad. I also believe I have a lingerie or pantie fetish. I'n not Gay or I have little desire to fully cross dress but I do love to try on sexy lingerie and masturbate. As soon as I climax I want to get back in to my normal clothes straight away!
So now all of a sudden I have access to any amount of sexy lingerie thanks to my sister.
When ever the house is empty I sneak into her room and try on all her sexy panties before masturbating to a wonderful climax.
Unlike anything I have ever experienced before. I am always very careful and never soil any of her stuff.. I do have a little bit of respect but not much as if i did I would not totally invade my sisters privacy and behave like this. The guilt afterwards is always enormous . I feel dirty and want to get out of her room straight away and forget what I did. When she comes home after being away for a few days she always gives me a hug and this is where I feel really bad. I know she loves me but if she know what i was doing I'm sure that would change. But a few days later the urge comes upon me and knowing where all her sexy lingerie is I go back to it.
Recently I even for a second tried to picture how she might look herself in her lingerie but I immediately tried to supress that thought. That's not somewhere I ever want my mind to go. Period.
So, it this type of brother / sister behaviour common or anyway normal? Could she possibly know it might be going on?
I'm not to worried as shes planing on moving to a new city in the next few months so it will eventual stop for me.
Would she find me to be totally disgusting of she found out?
Thanks for your comments.
P
