My story/introduction

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  1. clarkma86

    clarkma86 New Member

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    Hello; long time listener, first time caller here.

    Figured I'd say hi, explain my vaguely interesting tale of size perception (which includes enlargement!) For starters I should just say I'm not very big (currently 5.5"x5.25") but am currently satisfied with myself. I would like to point out, because I'm really picky about these things, that that is measured accurately along the top of the penis from the pubo-penile junction (not from the pelvic bone or any sort of nonsense like that).

    Anyway, back when I was a freshman in high school I was roughly 4" and (I dunno how it came up, but it did) I admitted to a friend of mine (who claimed to be 8", who knows how accurate that was) that I was rather ashamed of my small penis. Fortunately for me, he was the bigger man (ha! A pun) and said it wasn't worth worrying about, yadda yadda yadda, it was all cool, etc, when he could've just as easily made fun of me and made my entire high school career a living hell.

    Through high school I got a little more growth, but not much, and was somewhere in the vicinity of 4.5" in length and 5" in girth by the time I started college. This combined with some general confusion about my sexual orientation meant I was far too afraid to even consider seeking getting laid, but I guess that's not important to this story...

    The summer between my freshman and sophomore years in college, I found Matters Of Size. Now, I had seen penis enlargement before and had considered it, but being somewhat intelligent I knew that all this nonsense with pills and patches was a load of bullcrap and not worth wasting money on. However, the system of natural exercises seemed at least somewhat promising, so I sank $50 in a half-birthday present for myself and started the program. Much to my surprise, over the course of the next two months I gained an inch and a quarter in length and a quarter inch in girth (I kept careful track in an excel spreadsheet on a day-to-day basis). However, after two months my progress plateaued and I gave up on it soon after. Roughly a quarter inch of my gains disappeared, leaving me with my current size of 5.5x5.25.

    In any case, though pleased with my progress, I still wasn't particularly satisfied overall. I later found erectionphotos.com which brought about a shift in my entire perception of penis size (I reccomend you all browse through it). It shattered the myth in my head of the 6" average, showing me that at 5.5x5.25 I was actually above average (albeit not by a particularly large amount, but still, nice boost to the 'ol self-esteem there). Later on still, I spent some wonderful time with a close friend of mine who was definitely on the small side of the spectrum and I found myself completely satisfied with his smaller penis, which basically erased whatever shame I had left with myself.

    So, yeah, through that rambling mess I hope you can pull out the winding journey of a person who went from complete shame and unsurety in regards to his penis to someone who has, through a combination of many factors, found peace and satisfaction. Feel good story of the year, I hope you'll agree.

    In any case, those are the auspices under which I join your forum. I hope you'll have me, and I hope to learn more.
     
  2. kalipygian

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    Welcome to the place where all the men are above average, divine wind.
     
  3. Pecker

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    Welcome, kamakazisj. It's nice to hear from a guy who has a head on his shoulders...erm...between his legs.
     
  4. Vestigial

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    I was physically the second shortest person in my year level in school. And I was fine with this height.


    As for the penis... I never compared. I developed small penis syndrome (due to past problems, and failing memory). I thought I was tiny. Thicker than one's arm was tiny to me. And it began shrinking. I felt so, so small. I was fine with it, I tried not to care, I tried to justify it,.. i was shrinking inside...


    I was lost then. But i've found myself now. And I was never between my legs.
     
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    Welcome to LPSG and thanks for sharing your story! Enjoy the group...
     
  6. D_Andy_Whorewall

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    I started PE 7 months ago. I kept up with the program every week and as the months progressed I began doing expanded excersies. All excersies came from a well established web site. I'm looking for girth, as my wife occasionaly hinted about my thin-ness. ( 5+ ")

    I hate measurements, I go by feel. And I can now say that I am fuller through out the entire length of my shaft. And my wife has commented about the fullness of my penis, though she has no idea of my excersise program.

    I also noted my penis is fuller when soft and looks more masculine. I now am more confident of myself when my pants are down. I'm still doing my excersises, though time is limited with teenagers in the house, but I find the time. I'm not looking to be a porn star, just thicker.

    I was very optomistic at first, but the proof is in my pants.
     
  7. clarkma86

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    Yeah, I can definitely appreciate that, as thickness tends to be what people want more of. However, I'm on the thick side (proportionally) so the fact that PE helps with length more than girth (at least, in my experience) is very helpful to my goals, which is to say to make my length:girth ratio favor length a little more. Suffice it to say, if I could double the gains I've gotten so far, I'd be thrilled, but it really is difficult to stick with it sometimes.
     
  8. MattBrick

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    hey, very cool story
    yours looks very nice, very average
    definitely what most guys have

    I think it's great what you are saying about learning to feel good about yourself. That's makes more of an impact on other people more than anything else I think
     
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