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So here is my story (100% correct)!

My name is James and i live in Australia. I am 33 and have/had been curious since i was quite young, but never acted on anything. Luckily, i was (still am) very keen on girls so it wasn't too bad. I use to love fucking and being sucked by girls but i always knew deep down there was a side to me which i was hiding. However, at the time during my early 20's it wasn't overly powerful. I would sometimes look at gay porn but it was pretty rare as i was sexually satisfied. Well, enough. After a pretty bad break up i found myself over the course of the next couple of years being incredibly curious about guys. I stumbled upon Craigslist and was absolutely hooked.

For a period of 2 years or so i was constantly putting up adds saying i was a newbie and wanted to try giving a blowjob, but in reality i was never going to actually meetup, so it was more just a way to satisfy my inner urges. The thing however, i found that each passing month i was getting closer and closer. What i mean, is after about a year i would actually arrange to meet guys but i wouldn't turn up. I was getting closer and closer. The closest i had got was actually driving past the guys house but then driving off. Incredibly frustrating to say the least. I also became incredibly fond of manroulette and cams to gays etc. I found i was able to cum with absolute ease. While this was frightening, it was also quite liberating. And the orgasms with other guys online were off the charts insane.

This all changed one day, after around 2 years of faking it on craiglist, and spending countless hours online, i pushed it just that far. I hadn't cum in around 6 or 7 days and i had a couple of beers, and was chatting to this slim asian guy who had replied to my add on Craiglist. As always, i arranged to meet and jumped in the car. But this time i was in such a horny erotic lust that i had a feeling tonight was the night. As per requested, i put on my white Tommy underwear briefs and was on my way. Driving to his place (I only had 2 beers - but i took an additional 2 with me), i was absolutely trembling. Literally shaking like a leaf. I pulled up to his place and was thinking should i drive off, as i always did, but thought NO, this is happening!!. So i got out of the car and was met by this slim asian dude, as per the pics and our video chat. We were going up the lift and i was checking him out, albeit quite sheepishly. He was 25, 60kgs, 5 foot 11, and looked amazing in his jeans and T shirt.

We arrived in his apartment, and uttered the words "ok i am so nervous, please help me" haha. He put the two beers in the fridge and we just started chatting on his sofa around what were out interests. Soon it turned sexual, and he was asking me about my curiosity, to which i fully divulged. He was ver curious to learn but was also so amazingly friendly and not pushy. Basically, i felt at total ease with him. Well, to a degree as i was still shaking and trembling in nervousness. I asked if i could take my pants off which he was more than happy, so i slowly undid my pants and was laying there on his couch in just my white Tommy undies, still chatting. I had never felt so sexually liberated in my entire life. Here i was, 28 talking to another guy, 7 day's no cum, while in my underwear. I seriously couldn't believe what was happening.

After a few minutes he asked the same if he could take his pants off, to which i agreed whole heartedly. He slowly took his pants off revealing a jock strap on his tight 60kg body. I actually let out a moan and he just laughed at me and was teasing as to how horny i was haha.

After another 5 mins or so of us both chatting in our underwear, he could see i was hard as a rock and was slightly pre cumming, as i had this wet spot showing in my undies at the end of my cock. He asked if i wanted to try playing with him over his underwear. I raced over like nothing else, and put my hand on his cock/undies, albeit taking a very deep breath, knowing this was the first time i have ever done anything like this. As soon as my hand touched his underwear i let out the loudest moan i recon his negihbours could have heard. After 10 seconds of playing with his cock i dropped to my knees. I started kissing his cock through his underwear, moaning like a fucking wounded bull. He slowly popped down his underwear and his cock strung out dribbling pre cum. I couldn't help myself, i slowly started sucking his head and licking his shaft. I was in absolute heaven. I have taken MDMA many times and there was def a similar feeling of utter bliss. I was in the most horny lustfull state i had even been in my entire life. Soon enough he wanted to suck me as well. There we were, two young guys, blowing each others cocks on the couch. I lasted around 10 minutes before convulsing in his mouth. He jacked himself off all over my underwear and asked i put them back on and drive home.

Driving home i was in absolute shock. 50% of me was in shame and the other 50% was amazing happy. Either way, i knew it had to be done. 28 years it took, but not a minute too late.

PS - We met back up 5 days later lol

PPS - Since this time, i have been to blowjob parties, where i have more or less been the centre of a Bukkake lol.

Cool huh hahahahahah

Share your story of coming to be Bi or Gay ;)
 
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When I was 20, he was 18. was fighting with whether I was gay or bi or straight... never had been with either at that point in my life to be honest. I found someone close with similar interest and said in a message I was tired of fighting with myself and needed to know... he picked me up and drove me to his place. We sat next to each other on his bed. I could barely speak... I said to him I’m so nervous I don’t know what to do.... I was also shaking. He gently pushed me back onto his bed and undid my pants. My underwear was drenched with precum. He started to blow me (my first blow job, and actually the first time someone else ever touched my dick...) amazing.

After a while he got on top of me and rode me. A few minutes after, I put my arms around his ass and got into the groove. Lost my virginity that day and came twice bareback with that one fucking.

We ended up fucking around for years after that.
 
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When I was 20, he was 18. was fighting with whether I was gay or bi or straight... never had been with either at that point in my life to be honest. I found someone close with similar interest and said in a message I was tired of fighting with myself and needed to know... he picked me up and drove me to his place. We sat next to each other on his bed. I could barely speak... I said to him I’m so nervous I don’t know what to do.... I was also shaking. He gently pushed me back onto his bed and undid my pants. My underwear was drenched with precum. He started to blow me (my first blow job, and actually the first time someone else ever touched my dick...) amazing.

After a while he got on top of me and rode me. A few minutes after, I put my arms around his ass and got into the groove. Lost my virginity that day and came twice bareback with that one fucking.

We ended up fucking around for years after that.
HOT!!! I can just imagine you on his bed, all nervous while he takes your pants off. FUCK!! I am literally stroking my cock as i read this.
 

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My First Experience
I had my first experience two days ago and I'm still trying to process it. I was so nervous that I kind of missed the whole thing. It was the first time that we had met, so other than a few emails back and forth, I did not know this guy. Looking back, it was reckless to meet up with a stranger, but he made me comfortable enough to trust him.

When we met at his apartment, I let him know that I was nervous and we discussed what would happen. I feel that I got lucky because he was so nice and was more concerned that my first experience with a guy was positive than he was about his own needs. He led me to his bedroom and kissed me. He undressed and said that I could get as comfortable as I liked. At no time did he ever pressure me to do anything that I didn't want to do.

Before meeting, our agreement was to trade blowjobs. I figured that I would show up, we would pull our cocks out, suck each other off and I would be on my way. He made it so much more.

After kissing for awhile, I fully undressed and started to touch him everywhere but his cock. I had never touched another mans cock before and was nervous. He did not touch mine until I touched his. I finally did and was amazed at how much thicker he was than me. It also had a slight curve up which I am not used too, so that excited me too. He started licking and teasing one of my nipples and then worked his way down and started sucking my cock. It felt amazing. After a few sucks, he stopped and told me that I had a nice dick. I know that I am not that big, long or thick, but I think he was just trying to give me some confidence. He continued to suck me and lick my balls and after about a minute, I had to ask him to stop. I think that I worried him, but I told him that if he didn't stop, it would be over too soon. Going into this, I knew that if I came first, I may not be able to go through with my half of the agreement. He even asked me who I wanted to cum first. I told him that I wanted him to.

He rolled over onto his back and we started to kiss again. While kissing him, I reached down and started playing with his cock. Not really jacking him, but lightly playing with his head and running my fingers over his balls and shaft. I like it when my wife does that to me, so I figured he might like it also. While kissing him, he reached around and slapped my ass two times pretty hard. I didn't think that I would be into something like that, but I did like it.

I tend to be a very oral person on the rare occasions that I have sex with my wife, so sucking him was really what I wanted out of all of this. The fact that I was getting a blow job too was just a bonus. When I took the head of his cock into my mouth, I was not prepared for how big and full it would be. His head was shiny like your cock gets when it can't get any harder and the skin can't stretch any further. He was circumcised as I am so I sucked on just the head for a bit and took breaks to lick the underside of his shaft and balls. I also played with it using my tongue to lick the slit. There must have been some precum because I tasted something that was salty. I then took his whole cock into my mouth and was shocked that I was able to take most of it to the point that my nose was pressed up to his stomach. He said that he is 7", so not huge, but also not small. After a bit, he started thrusting and caught me off guard with a thrust that caused me to gag once so I started using my hand to jack him while sucking the top half of his cock. I then started playing with one of his nipples while sucking him because it can make me cum faster so I figured it might help him too. He again started to thrust and his cock was deep into my throat. I didn't know what to do at this point. He started saying my name and I knew he was getting ready to cum. We hadn't discussed weather or not to swallow. I knew he was almost there so I just kept sucking. When he came, I'm not sure I it was a lot or a little. What there was of it went down my throat and I didn't taste any of it other than a little on the tip when I finally took him out of my mouth.

He then pushed me over onto my back and started sucking me again. He took all of me in and sucked me better than my wife ever has. It only took about a minute when I let him know that I was about to cum. He pulled my cock out just as the first of three spurts shot up onto my stomach. He used my cum to continue to jack me for a bit and then told me to relax while he got up to get me a towel to wipe the cum off of myself.

We talked while we both got dressed. He told me that he would send me an email with his cell number and a better way to reach him by email if I wanted to contact him again. We also talked about my situation with my wife and that he would not contact me unless I reached out to him first.

It's been two days and I have thought about this every minute of the day. I have not emailed him, even if just to thank him and let him know that I had a good time. I think that my nervousness and my tendency to be on the quiet side may have left him thinking that I didn't enjoy it. As soon as I can collect my thoughts and what I want to say to him, I will email him. What I am struggling with is that I don't know if I want this to continue or not. I feel like an asshole on many levels. If I continue, the guilt that I already have will most likely increase and if I don't, I feel like I will be denying a part of myself that I have been suppressing for most of my married life or at least since my wife has lost all interest in sex. Either way, I am glad that I had the experience and that it was with someone that was so nice and understanding of my lack of experience.
 

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Mine is a very similar story as Allen67 has told, except I was unable to cum that first time. I took his cock all the way to his balls and swallowed every drop. Our encounter was supposed to be a j.o. session but quickly turned into an oral exchange after he asked to touch my cock and then if he could suck it. I have never met privately with him although I have met him in public a few times to talk. I was elated with the experience for the entire day until late in the evening when the regret started to set in so I understand how Allen67 feels right now. After nearly a year I met another married guy who has become a good friend and fwb so that is my story in brief.
 
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My First Experience
I had my first experience two days ago and I'm still trying to process it. I was so nervous that I kind of missed the whole thing. It was the first time that we had met, so other than a few emails back and forth, I did not know this guy. Looking back, it was reckless to meet up with a stranger, but he made me comfortable enough to trust him.

When we met at his apartment, I let him know that I was nervous and we discussed what would happen. I feel that I got lucky because he was so nice and was more concerned that my first experience with a guy was positive than he was about his own needs. He led me to his bedroom and kissed me. He undressed and said that I could get as comfortable as I liked. At no time did he ever pressure me to do anything that I didn't want to do.

Before meeting, our agreement was to trade blowjobs. I figured that I would show up, we would pull our cocks out, suck each other off and I would be on my way. He made it so much more.

After kissing for awhile, I fully undressed and started to touch him everywhere but his cock. I had never touched another mans cock before and was nervous. He did not touch mine until I touched his. I finally did and was amazed at how much thicker he was than me. It also had a slight curve up which I am not used too, so that excited me too. He started licking and teasing one of my nipples and then worked his way down and started sucking my cock. It felt amazing. After a few sucks, he stopped and told me that I had a nice dick. I know that I am not that big, long or thick, but I think he was just trying to give me some confidence. He continued to suck me and lick my balls and after about a minute, I had to ask him to stop. I think that I worried him, but I told him that if he didn't stop, it would be over too soon. Going into this, I knew that if I came first, I may not be able to go through with my half of the agreement. He even asked me who I wanted to cum first. I told him that I wanted him to.

He rolled over onto his back and we started to kiss again. While kissing him, I reached down and started playing with his cock. Not really jacking him, but lightly playing with his head and running my fingers over his balls and shaft. I like it when my wife does that to me, so I figured he might like it also. While kissing him, he reached around and slapped my ass two times pretty hard. I didn't think that I would be into something like that, but I did like it.

I tend to be a very oral person on the rare occasions that I have sex with my wife, so sucking him was really what I wanted out of all of this. The fact that I was getting a blow job too was just a bonus. When I took the head of his cock into my mouth, I was not prepared for how big and full it would be. His head was shiny like your cock gets when it can't get any harder and the skin can't stretch any further. He was circumcised as I am so I sucked on just the head for a bit and took breaks to lick the underside of his shaft and balls. I also played with it using my tongue to lick the slit. There must have been some precum because I tasted something that was salty. I then took his whole cock into my mouth and was shocked that I was able to take most of it to the point that my nose was pressed up to his stomach. He said that he is 7", so not huge, but also not small. After a bit, he started thrusting and caught me off guard with a thrust that caused me to gag once so I started using my hand to jack him while sucking the top half of his cock. I then started playing with one of his nipples while sucking him because it can make me cum faster so I figured it might help him too. He again started to thrust and his cock was deep into my throat. I didn't know what to do at this point. He started saying my name and I knew he was getting ready to cum. We hadn't discussed weather or not to swallow. I knew he was almost there so I just kept sucking. When he came, I'm not sure I it was a lot or a little. What there was of it went down my throat and I didn't taste any of it other than a little on the tip when I finally took him out of my mouth.

He then pushed me over onto my back and started sucking me again. He took all of me in and sucked me better than my wife ever has. It only took about a minute when I let him know that I was about to cum. He pulled my cock out just as the first of three spurts shot up onto my stomach. He used my cum to continue to jack me for a bit and then told me to relax while he got up to get me a towel to wipe the cum off of myself.

We talked while we both got dressed. He told me that he would send me an email with his cell number and a better way to reach him by email if I wanted to contact him again. We also talked about my situation with my wife and that he would not contact me unless I reached out to him first.

It's been two days and I have thought about this every minute of the day. I have not emailed him, even if just to thank him and let him know that I had a good time. I think that my nervousness and my tendency to be on the quiet side may have left him thinking that I didn't enjoy it. As soon as I can collect my thoughts and what I want to say to him, I will email him. What I am struggling with is that I don't know if I want this to continue or not. I feel like an asshole on many levels. If I continue, the guilt that I already have will most likely increase and if I don't, I feel like I will be denying a part of myself that I have been suppressing for most of my married life or at least since my wife has lost all interest in sex. Either way, I am glad that I had the experience and that it was with someone that was so nice and understanding of my lack of experience.
Just contact him and talk
 
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My First Experience
I had my first experience two days ago and I'm still trying to process it. I was so nervous that I kind of missed the whole thing. It was the first time that we had met, so other than a few emails back and forth, I did not know this guy. Looking back, it was reckless to meet up with a stranger, but he made me comfortable enough to trust him.

When we met at his apartment, I let him know that I was nervous and we discussed what would happen. I feel that I got lucky because he was so nice and was more concerned that my first experience with a guy was positive than he was about his own needs. He led me to his bedroom and kissed me. He undressed and said that I could get as comfortable as I liked. At no time did he ever pressure me to do anything that I didn't want to do.

Before meeting, our agreement was to trade blowjobs. I figured that I would show up, we would pull our cocks out, suck each other off and I would be on my way. He made it so much more.

After kissing for awhile, I fully undressed and started to touch him everywhere but his cock. I had never touched another mans cock before and was nervous. He did not touch mine until I touched his. I finally did and was amazed at how much thicker he was than me. It also had a slight curve up which I am not used too, so that excited me too. He started licking and teasing one of my nipples and then worked his way down and started sucking my cock. It felt amazing. After a few sucks, he stopped and told me that I had a nice dick. I know that I am not that big, long or thick, but I think he was just trying to give me some confidence. He continued to suck me and lick my balls and after about a minute, I had to ask him to stop. I think that I worried him, but I told him that if he didn't stop, it would be over too soon. Going into this, I knew that if I came first, I may not be able to go through with my half of the agreement. He even asked me who I wanted to cum first. I told him that I wanted him to.

He rolled over onto his back and we started to kiss again. While kissing him, I reached down and started playing with his cock. Not really jacking him, but lightly playing with his head and running my fingers over his balls and shaft. I like it when my wife does that to me, so I figured he might like it also. While kissing him, he reached around and slapped my ass two times pretty hard. I didn't think that I would be into something like that, but I did like it.

I tend to be a very oral person on the rare occasions that I have sex with my wife, so sucking him was really what I wanted out of all of this. The fact that I was getting a blow job too was just a bonus. When I took the head of his cock into my mouth, I was not prepared for how big and full it would be. His head was shiny like your cock gets when it can't get any harder and the skin can't stretch any further. He was circumcised as I am so I sucked on just the head for a bit and took breaks to lick the underside of his shaft and balls. I also played with it using my tongue to lick the slit. There must have been some precum because I tasted something that was salty. I then took his whole cock into my mouth and was shocked that I was able to take most of it to the point that my nose was pressed up to his stomach. He said that he is 7", so not huge, but also not small. After a bit, he started thrusting and caught me off guard with a thrust that caused me to gag once so I started using my hand to jack him while sucking the top half of his cock. I then started playing with one of his nipples while sucking him because it can make me cum faster so I figured it might help him too. He again started to thrust and his cock was deep into my throat. I didn't know what to do at this point. He started saying my name and I knew he was getting ready to cum. We hadn't discussed weather or not to swallow. I knew he was almost there so I just kept sucking. When he came, I'm not sure I it was a lot or a little. What there was of it went down my throat and I didn't taste any of it other than a little on the tip when I finally took him out of my mouth.

He then pushed me over onto my back and started sucking me again. He took all of me in and sucked me better than my wife ever has. It only took about a minute when I let him know that I was about to cum. He pulled my cock out just as the first of three spurts shot up onto my stomach. He used my cum to continue to jack me for a bit and then told me to relax while he got up to get me a towel to wipe the cum off of myself.

We talked while we both got dressed. He told me that he would send me an email with his cell number and a better way to reach him by email if I wanted to contact him again. We also talked about my situation with my wife and that he would not contact me unless I reached out to him first.

It's been two days and I have thought about this every minute of the day. I have not emailed him, even if just to thank him and let him know that I had a good time. I think that my nervousness and my tendency to be on the quiet side may have left him thinking that I didn't enjoy it. As soon as I can collect my thoughts and what I want to say to him, I will email him. What I am struggling with is that I don't know if I want this to continue or not. I feel like an asshole on many levels. If I continue, the guilt that I already have will most likely increase and if I don't, I feel like I will be denying a part of myself that I have been suppressing for most of my married life or at least since my wife has lost all interest in sex. Either way, I am glad that I had the experience and that it was with someone that was so nice and understanding of my lack of experience.

Hot encounter haha. I was the exact same as you with the post experience confusion and somewhat regret. I can feel your confusion, man, especially as you are married. This makes matters even more extreme. I guess you need to figure out if that was a one off experience and your done with it, or if this something you like. In my case, it was so overwhelmingly the latter words cannot describe. When i got heaps horny after not cuming for days, the urge was so strong i was almost watering at the mouth when i watched two guys blowing each other on the web. My second experiece i was that keen i actually sucked him off just inside his front door haha.
 
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