my story

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  1. stein

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    Growing up in my neighborhood there was 5 other guys my age. During campouts and sleep overs we experienced circle jerks and other experimentation. I was a late bloomer and actually was made fun of about my small penis size even though i was bigger than a couple of the guys.
    I think this was because i was kind of the leader of the group.
    Well time passed.
    One day when i got home from school nobody was around I found friends playing truth or dare with a couple girls from the neighborhood. I got there late and they werent doing truths just daring each other to show body parts.
    Well one boy was dared to show, the last time I saw him nude he was close to my size (penis) well he pulled out an enourmous boner, he was askinny kid and that made it look even bigger.
    Well it was my turn to show and was still soft. I acted shy.Then one girl said dont worry they all ready told us you had a little one. Well i showed but i was devasted.
    Time passed and everybody went their way.
    I was not real good with girls sometimes actually thinking about having a small penis.
    After graduating high school I grew about four inches in height and gained about 40 lbs. I rember seeing old high school buddies at a party at xmas when they came home from college and could not believe I was bigger and more muscular than they were and they were the big jocks I was always the 2nd teamer.
    The next year I went to a state college and played football.
    I did lose my virginity no great story there.
    After about 3 years it seemed the same group of us were always partying together. Well one of girls and I started a casual relationship. After having sex the first time she said " Iam going to be sore" I was like huh? She then said your really endowed. I just figured she was being nice. The relationship ended but we all still partyed together. Then one night one of the other girls in the group who was hot started really coming on to me.
    We had always flirted with each other but nothing happened.Well that night was different we had sex all night different positions it was great.
    Months later a friend of the second girl and I were talking and I said something about that night (a one nite stand)
    the friend told me that the second girl did like me but the main reason we spent the night together was she heard I had a big dick.I replied what did she think, her friend cracked a big smile and glanced at my crotch.
    Well Iam know 43 yrs old.Iam 7.25 inches in length and 5.5 to 5.75 inches in circumfrence.(5.75 at the base).
    I have been on cam sights like jmeeting.com and webcamnow.com and been told i have a nice fat cock.
    Well anyway i still think my penis is small eventhough i know its above average, maybe this goes back to my teenage years.
    Just to add facts: I am straight although i do have fantasies about giving a big smooth cock a BJ. No butt sex or kissing.
    When I was in shape I could self suck never would eat my cum (thought it would be gross)
    Thats my story its true. I enjoy this site and reading the post. Sometimes when I see the pics though I wish my cock was as pic as the ones posted here. Tried to take pics with cam to post but they look like my cock is off color. Gonna work on the settings to get it better to post a pic.
    I also have been jelging no size increases but my cock seems harder and fuller.
    Hope i didnt bore you just thought id post something
    Thanks
     
  2. madame_zora

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    It's funny how those childhood impressions stay with us so long. Thanks for the nice introduction, I hope you'll enjoy your stay!
     
  3. B_Hung Muscle

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    Wow. Cool story. I second MZ's welcome.
     
  4. stein

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    thanks madam and hung
     
  5. Paul Vincent

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    Yeah great story. I sometimes think mine is small even though I really know it isn't. I think maybe it's cos of low self esteem I had and the very few jokes (still jokes though) I had made about my dick. Not that it was small, people said it was big actually...but about the colour, my dick is a tan colour and my skin is 'white'. Well a bit darker than white, but far away from the darkness of my cock.

    Anyway cool story, welcome.
     
  6. GoneA

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    You were the "leader of the group" and had a small penis. Those poor, misguided people.

    Nevertheless, welcome aboard.
     
  7. steve319

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    Gonna be late for work, but I just had to reply, stein.

    Thanks for sharing your story. I've just been having a similar conversation with a friend about how we can know something logically and intellectually and yet still have a tough time accepting it emotionally. Funny how our minds work, isn't it?

    I, too, lived for years thinking that I was hopelessly undersized and only discovered the "truth" (such as it is ;) ) after years of sexual activity. And yet, still that emotional baggage remains.

    I hope that you feel yourself letting some of that stuff go and moving toward a bright new day. I've found that posting my own personal crap here almost invariably makes me feel better. :)

    Hope we hear from you often, stein.
     
  8. savnlives

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    Welcome and I hope you can enjoy yourself as much as the rest of us...
     
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