So I have a friend who is straight and we are close. (just as friends) but Although I just want to be friends, I want to do things to him. I know that i can give him the best blowjob ever. He is just so hot the way he acts and treats me. I spoke to him a couple of times about it and his answer was no. I can accept that because I don't want to screw up our friendship but I can stop thinking about him and trust me I think I've tried everything. So my question is how would "you" deal with this and did it ever happen to you?