Hello, what im writing here is just to vent. I have been getting kinda depressed because I feel like the only thing to do in this area is to drink. I have been single for quite some time now and I think it is because I have gotten away from the bar scene. I mean I am young , and in shape, get told im cute, hott, what/not. I just don't get it. All my friends do is go out to clubs on the weekend and drink. I dont mind going out sober but it gets old. I feel like the only way for me to meet a girl is to go out to the bars. I don't live in a huge city so you pretty much know everyone. I feel like I didnt hook up last week or the week before whats gonna change this weekend. If I had a girlfriend my life wouldnt be so boring because I could go to the park, or just hang out with her, but like I said it seems like no bar, no girl. I hate drinking, Its cool to go out and get wild once and while but I don't like to have a couple, I would rather go all out and get crazy or not drink at all. I mean really whats one drink gonna do... I also feel liek I am an outcast to society because I prefer not to drink alcohol. Maybe I need new friends or need to move away. Like I went out with some friends last weekend ...I was the DD. I was at a college bar in there area (about 30 minutes from where I live) I was pissed because I was sober and by myself the whole night, because they all new girls, the girls they new had friends and my dudes didnt even introduce me to any of them, I mean everytime I was with girls and they had friends I introduced my boys. I mean what is there to do besides go out and drink? Where can I meet a nice girl? I am in school but all the girls im friends with seem to have dudes. I see sexy girls at the gym checkin me out but it's just a wierd place to spit game. Going to the gym is about the only fun I have. I have more to rant about but it's just all balled up in my mind. I am sure I will be back to add more.