hey guys, i have recently posted about how lucky i am to have found a boyfriend who cares about me and all that jazz but i am even more conflicted now. i somewhat feel like there is no spark or that maybe i might actually be fully straight, or might be bending over to social pressure. i don't wanna lose this guy in the event that i might be in a delusional state because if i actually turn out to be gay i would still want him to be there for me. and i'm not about to ask him to wait for me while i go through this issue. another issue that arises is that lately i have been having a lot of wet dreams lately and they are all straight dreams. but, i still don't mind watching gay porn. i can't truly say i'm not straight though i don't think because i have never even been with a woman yet. all my experiences have been with men. another thing i take into account is that he currently lives 4 hours drive away from me and he said he would move to my area soon, but because he is having money troubles he said that if he moves here he would live in a support shelter type place. and it's not that i don't wanna date him cuz he's poor cuz that is just downright cruel. i don't wanna make him move here if it means he will go through such awful times of living in a support shelter. i don't know what to do. do i break it off?? do i stay in the relationship?? am i actually gay??? am i straight???? i am sooooo confused. i need all the help in the world.