Okay, so I have been lurking around for a while and got a gentle nudge from a new friend here that I should say 'Hello' officially. I came across this site a few months ago and joined as a member for about a week or so then cancelled my subscription. I am truly happily married and felt much guilt. I am not here to hook up with anyone. Before I went away I met a rare, special someone here and we began to chat...he is the first person I ever chatted with and it was too often and I got all mixed up and think he did, too. Sadly, we are no longer are friends. Maybe one day he will realize I came back, will send a smile or something and we will leave it at that. So with that confession out, I want to move on and am excited that there are so many cool people here who are happy with life, open, honest and willing to share thoughts for others to read. I look forward to the experience and to making some new friends.