Natural, it's an innate desire, an expression of yourself in the area of sexuality, but it goes beyond the sexual act itself. I always knew I was a top, even before I fucked any guy. I always knew I could not do anything else. I always knew I wanted to find a guy who loved sucking cock, kissing and getting fucked. I never went after any guys, they came to me, they wanted me for who I was, for what I had to give, without even asking what I liked to do, they knew it instantly and those were the guys I attracted, the ones who appreciated my manhood, my virility, my looks and personality. I did not even have to advertise anything, I was never asked what I liked to do, they knew it without me having to say a word. So there must be a certain body language one is not even aware of, some type of intuition or communication at the subconscious level that then is quickly transmitted to our brain, as I also knew instantly when a good-looking masculine guy was looking for cock, desiring to get fucked, even before he approached me. Being desired for who you are, for what you are, for your essence, is the most powerful turn on in the world, it awakens and takes sexual desire to its highest level.