Sorry for the long post, I just had time to log in a respond to some of the feedback.
Thanks for the feedback Fancypants. Great Bio by the way, and very helpful to read your experience! A lot of what you say seems spot on with her. Which is why I don't think that cuckold would apply to me either. I am really not into the whole submissive, demeaning or self-deprecating thing. I actually asked my wife if she feels that she is the dominant one. She laughed. I knew she would. She is actually very submissive and unassuming and, in her words "puts me on a pedestal." She is VERY giving; other's needs are always put in front of hers. Actually, as a wife that is how she is as well, which is partly why I think that fulfilling her fantasies is SO arousing to me.
She has been the perfect wife, and again as others have noted. This is just what "I" have been thinking, or considering. Yes, she has many MANY fantasies, more recently, and made numerous comments, but NEVER has she said that she desires another man, and actually reinforces the opposite. It is MY thing of fulfilling her fantasies, also my thing to think that our sex life could be better. She doesnt complain. I just pickup on little things, and maybe blow them out of proportion.
She has also been a little wishy washy with the whole idea when I bring it up. Sometimes, she is NO WAY, then she mentions certain conditions in which a stranger would be fun or it would be a "possibility." She has also said, when I have asked if she would ever want to have sex with a guy who was "hung like a horse." She said no, but Id suck him off. Then said that she misses it and may like to experience it again
if I would let her. Mind you she said it in the middle of some heated sex, and has denied ever saying it, but she did say it. It is a little confusing to say the least.
You are probably right; she is only human. I see other super hot chicks and I think about my single days, or how nice it would be, but would never even think of cheating on my wife.
Yes, I did just recently, after reading some of the replies I asked her point blank. Her answer: Yes, I never really thought about it with a label, but I really think I am. But, adds that I have enough size to please her and added that, if I were small, we might have problems. One day we came across a MFM video, the chick was blowing two guys. One guy was quite a bit larger than the other. She couldn't take her eyes off his, and said she didn't even care to glance back at the smaller one, but really didnt care to watch the rest of the video as it got more heated. If I even mention a guy that is well endowed she gets aroused. She found out a guy I know was quite large, so now she glances down at his crotch when we see him. It's pretty funny, I tease her and she laughs about it. She adds that she finds him in NO way attractive at all, but thinks it's arousing to know, in her words, that hes so big down there." Another time she was wearing a pretty tight t-shirt and I noticed a guy staring at her with a huge bulge growing down his thigh. It was ridiculously obvious to everyone with us. She noticed too and stared for a few seconds. We laughed, she said that it was actually arousing.
Maybe I dont totally understand the definition of a size queen, but that would seem to be a few good indicators.
Yes, you are right on the money. She has years of experience before me, a TON of experience with oral. I dont think she has experienced screwing a LOT of huge guys, since she is actually quite tight. But, she has experienced some. And yes, she even reiterated the other night that she is no way exaggerating their size when I questioned her. She even showed my what her hand was like when she tried to grip them, and they were all pretty big.
It's odd; many have said that there aren't guys out there that large and I am not sure where that comes from. I knew lots of guys in college or just from hanging out at the clubs that had reputations from girls I knew that they were supposedly MONSTROUS, even to the point where not too many girls could even have sex with them. I have also been in a gym locker room, so it's no secret.
You are probably right in some respect. I did ask her though about what she would find ideal while we were talking and she actually pointed her finger about 1 1/2" longer than me and about 1/2" thicker with a larger head.
I am not sure that she could comfortably handle a really big guy as she sometimes jerks during sex and has told me to not go in so deep. She has had intercourse with larger guys, some much larger and she just says that it isn't her thing. A little extra thickness she admits feels really good, but she absolutely LOVES oral with larger guys.
She actually said that she thinks she developed the fetish or whatever it is because she didn't have sex until she was 22. But, even WAY before she saw an actual penis in person she would see porn movies at friends houses and noticed the guys, and I guess thought that was "normal." She was actually very young once when she saw, I think it was also a John Holmes movie. She recalled being very aroused.
I don't think that is the case. I thought it may be at first, but I don't like the whole submissive, self deprecating thing, etc. at all. I think that would do serious harm to our relationship, or how I see my wife. She isn't like that at all. I know she is pleased with me, and does enjoy sex. I just really like the idea of my wife getting ultimate pleasure fulfilling her fantasy. As with anything, and as others have stated, I may like the "idea" more than the reality. I took that to heart and I'm really thinking through this.
Again, thanks for the replies. With a few exceptions it has been helpful. In response to Mystic Wolf, I understand where you are coming from, but I find it hard to believe that you could come up with such an evaluation about her from MY few posts, regardless of how wordy they are, especially when you didnt read them through. And with all due respect, I could only be so lucky to have 7 more years as lame as the first.