So about a month ago I found out about the details of what circumcision does. I've taken it pretty badly so far. I wish I had just remained ignorant about it. I was cut at birth. However I was left with quite a bit of foreskin. I must've had a partial circumcision. When I'm flaccid I'm a bit past the CI-6 mark. In certain positions such as sitting I can approach the CI-7 mark. And the skin goes back down the shaft a bit when I'm fully erect but I can still pull it up over the head nearly completely so I've always just used my foreskin to masturbate and don't need lube. I've never had sex but I love masturbation. It has always felt so good to me and I love edging for hours when I'm aroused.
However after reading all of the doom and gloom about missing nerves and such it has consumed my mind. Has my whole life been a lie? Have I just thought I enjoyed masturbation? Am I broken? As silly as that sounds that is my mindset. Even though I've been perfectly content my whole life I have had a random thought about suicide though I'd never act on it.
I'd really like to hear from people that were cut as adults. Is the difference drastic? Am I missing out on something essential? Or is the difference minimal? I'd really just love to have something to ease my mind. I can't really talk about this with people I know irl. I'm just tired of the constant thoughts filling my mind every day. I want to be able to relax.
I know I shouldn't be focusing on this so much but I can't help it.
However after reading all of the doom and gloom about missing nerves and such it has consumed my mind. Has my whole life been a lie? Have I just thought I enjoyed masturbation? Am I broken? As silly as that sounds that is my mindset. Even though I've been perfectly content my whole life I have had a random thought about suicide though I'd never act on it.
I'd really like to hear from people that were cut as adults. Is the difference drastic? Am I missing out on something essential? Or is the difference minimal? I'd really just love to have something to ease my mind. I can't really talk about this with people I know irl. I'm just tired of the constant thoughts filling my mind every day. I want to be able to relax.
I know I shouldn't be focusing on this so much but I can't help it.