Hey there...sorry that if it is in wrong place but i need some suggestions... Here is my story: im a guy 20 years old boy..physically am FULLY attracted to some kind of men and never get attracted by women (it is out of my hand and it ismy instinct)...but emotionally i feel comfortable and being trusted and blah blah blah in good way from girls which i dont think i would have these feelings from those men...what i did now is that i killed my sex feeling and am not having sex with anyone and even not masturbating and releasing the energy out and it is REALLY REALLY strong but i'm pretty though too and i can replace it with some ways of my own which have nothing to do with sex(distract my mind)... is it gonna damage my mental later???coz i like to sacrifice my instinct for the thing i have to do like having a life with wife. but as u know sex is one of the strongest things that holds family together and prevent it from tearing apart. would it happen for me which i see myself that i can be with a wife?or im gonna get divorced? in other word will the emoticon win against sex for holding a family? what would u suggest?