Broke up with my girlfriend who I've been on and off with and have posted about her before, but in a time of need, friends don't seem to be there so I'll turn to this forum. We broke up cause I just wasn't feeling those ooey gooey feelings like I had from the get-go and started questioning everything, like the relationship, love, my feelings, whatever and it just snowballed. But with no real reason or rhyme that I could pinpoint, it wasn't anything about her or what she did. I still care about her deeply. But now that we're broken up and it's been about a month, there's not a day that goes by that she's not on my mind from morning to night and I feel like a total wreck still. I know time is the key and all, but why do I feel like such a mess and I broke up with her? I rarely cry, but I can't even hold that back now. One of my friends said that going back to her would just be easy and that I shouldn't, but damn this sucks.