Hey I'm a senior in high school (one of the oldest in my grade), but i would really like to jack off with him somtime. the problem is that (as far as i know) he is totally straight - in the 9th grade my friend (female) told me that he came over and jacked off for her in the shower (she also said it was huge). he's also had many girl-friends. anyway i've wanted to jack off and/or do something sexual for him for a very long time. i am in the closet but bi (i'm going to marry a womanand he is basically the only guy i ever think of naked). the problem is that he is straight but i am not totally sure of that. i feel like he is almost leading me on: we arent really that close anymore but he has done some interesting things a few time - sometimes when i look at him he'll like stick his tongue on his teeth in that sexual sort of way. he also has said "i want your meat" on one or two occasions. the problem is i never know how serious he is because he's the type of person that is very sarcastic and joking (cover-up?) my doubts come because last week he was holding a pen so i "jokingly" said "i want your pen, will u let me have ur pen?" in that kind of mocking voice. his resonse is "gayyy i know wat u were thinking". but then again it kind of had that joking characteristic. i have no idea wat to do but he is so hot - tall, muscular, the works. he also said that he wants to come over to play rock band sometime (even though he has it). i have no idea what to do or if he feels about me like i feel about him. do you guys think he is also in the closet? also what can i do to start something without him freaking out - i dont want to make a move to have him call me gay and de-freind me. suggestions?