So without going thru the whole story I will get to the point. When i was a Sr in high school i went out with a girl who was a junior, we were both virgins. I was basically her first from everything from kiss to finger, we didn't do anything past that. We broke up and a couple months later (her senior year) she got a new boyfriend who was a black guy, he took her virginity. They were never a great couple, they both cheated on eachother but 4 years later she still has sex with him occassionally, she says she hates him and all that BS, so I don't know why she still goes back to him, it may just be the comfort thing with the guy who took her virginity, I dont know. About a year after loosing her virginity she hooked up with some canadian guy and basically said "omg he's so big, i think canadians are bigger then black guys" which obviously made me feel great considering I am the ex who still has feelings for her. I know that in the 4 years since she's lost her virginity shes had sex with about 7 or so guys. We are 21/22 now and things are getting "Weird" between us and a lot of people are thinking we will be getting back together, which I would love. But my big nervousness is the sex. I've only had sex once, I'm a pretty shy guy. I've had girls basically throw themselves on me but my shyness basically makes me not do anything. I'm about 7 inches long with a 6 inch girth. I almost feel scared about getting back with her because of the sex, I feel like I would make a fool out of my self considering my lack of experience compared to her. And for some reason I feel like I am going to be small for her, I don't know if it's the whole "black guys are bigger" phrase that everybody knows or the whole thing she said about canadians are bigger then blacks. I've had blowjobs and handjobs from several girls and they all thought I was "huge" but I guess it seems like it may be an ego booster. I don't quite know why I am writing this but how does it look to you guys/gals?