Hey there. So I don't mean the post title to sound cocky. Here's my dilemma. I'm at college, and I've never had anything even close to a relationship with someone. I've tried, but I've sold myself out to someone I'm not really attracted to just because I'm lonely and I'm not doing it again. I'm a good looking guy. I've modeled before, I go to the gym every day, I'm very masculine (in the military), muscular, and I'm confidant. I'm really nice, and I try hard not to be picky about guys I'm attracted to. But I'm attracted to guys who are also muscular, masculine, and confidant. I think it's pretty normal to want to be with someone who's as or more attractive than one self. And I'm starting to get depressed, because in this whole big town full of hot, built, nice college guys, all of them seem to be straight. I'm in a school that's probably really conservative (it's sort of in the middle of nowhere). I have kept my feelers out but obviously no real-life opportunities have presented themselves. I've gone on craigslist, met a few guys, and all of the experiences have been train wrecks. I'm not going to go out with someone I'm not attracted to! I'm not looking and waiting for that PERFECT guy, and I'm not just looking for outer attractiveness. But trust me, nobody I've met has even been remotely attractive, let alone someone I would wanna be a bf with. Everyone I've talked to has been head over heals for me, but I wanna barf. WTF do I do? I'm so frustrated. 22 and never even been close to anything. And everyone keeps saying "quit looking for it, it will come!" But obviously nothing's coming. What do I do? Any other good-looking muscular guys had the same problem? I don't mean to seem shallow, but I just wanna find a guy that makes ME nervous and excited and all those good things because I just wanna see him, ya know?