I'm very new to this and slightly worried, nervous, aprehensive so be gentle. I'm straightish, in a long term relationship and sexually bored, or at least I must be or wouldn't be here now would I? The pictures of all you men, gay and straight with the most enormous penises I have ever seen have drawn me in like a moth to the flame. I like to think I'm a woman of the world but I thought only vibrators came in xxxl. I really haven't lived but who knows maybe sometime soon!