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Hi everyone.
First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.
if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text

I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.
Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.
It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.
Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)
After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.
2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.
Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.
Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.
if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text
I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.
Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.
It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.
Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)
After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.
2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.
Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.
Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
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