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Hi everyone.

First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.

if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text :eyes::eyes:


I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.

Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.

It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.

Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)

After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.

2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.

Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.


Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
 

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Hi everyone.
First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.
if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text :eyes::eyes:

I had my circumcision when I was little. I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.
Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.
It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.
Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)
After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.
2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.
Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.

Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
 
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Personally, I don't see anything super abnormal about the looks besides under your head. But it's a beautiful cock. It's longer than average, idk the average girth. As long as it still works, you should be fine using it. And you have a really great jock body. I hope you're able to get through your past and move on. I'll say it again, it's a very beautiful cock.
 

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Personally, I don't see anything super abnormal about the looks besides under your head. But it's a beautiful cock. It's longer than average, idk the average girth. As long as it still works, you should be fine using it. And you have a really great jock body. I hope you're able to get through your past and move on. I'll say it again, it's a very beautiful cock.
Hey man, thanks a lot, really appreciate it. I am trying to move on, I think I just needed to talk to someone about it because my whole life I had no one to talk to about it other than my parents, it's a hard topic to talk about with people you know in real life.
 

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Hey man, thanks a lot, really appreciate it. I am trying to move on, I think I just needed to talk to someone about it because my whole life I had no one to talk to about it other than my parents, it's a hard topic to talk about with people you know in real life.
Yea i totally understand! But good job reaching out, Im sure it can be hard talking about such sensitive content
 

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Hi everyone.

First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.

if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text :eyes::eyes:


I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.

Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.

It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.

Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)

After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.

2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.

Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.


Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
Metori - I read your introduction and can't imagine what you have been through. I will say that I think the final version of your cock looks great. So is the body it is hanging off of.
 

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Metori - I read your introduction and can't imagine what you have been through. I will say that I think the final version of your cock looks great. So is the body it is hanging off of.
thank you, it was tough and kinda traumatic. I was going through a lot but I had nobody to talk to about it, and I did not want to go to a therapist for it because although I knew it was on me to feel better, a therapist wouldn't be able to change me physically, and I knew for sure that the only way I would feel better was if I got it fixed. It didn't help that I'm a perfectionist either... I'm thankful there aren't any aesthetically major issues now. But truly thanks again for your insight :heart:. I knew writing this would help me process it for the final time as all I was missing was to talk to someone about it and receive genuine feedback, can't show my cock to my parents after all lol, and definitely very hard to talk about this even with a partner.
 

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That must have been a horrible experience and it probably still influences how you see your own penis. As an outsider i think your penis is actually esthetically quite beautiful. I hope you will be able to build up the confidence to see it too! So welcome here, and many thanks for sharing your experience and pictures of your good looking penis (and body ;))!
 

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Personally, I don't see anything super abnormal about the looks besides under your head. But it's a beautiful cock. It's longer than average, idk the average girth. As long as it still works, you should be fine using it. And you have a really great jock body. I hope you're able to get through your past and move on. I'll say it again, it's a very beautiful cock.
Completely agree, great body and handsome cock
 

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You've really got a great looking penis. It's hot. It's sexy. It looks like it's a lot of fun.

If I'd just met you and never read your story, there is nothing about your penis that would be a turn off or would make me ask questions. I'd be quite happy.

From my view, I don't see any "burn" marks. You look normal. I do see the indention under your penis head, but I would assume you once had a type of Prince Albert piercing and you removed it. That's where my brain would go. You still look normal to me.

You won the lottery. You look like a hot guy with a hot piece of meat.

To change the topic, enough of what I see. I am concerned about what you see.

Since you have suffered so long with the pain, the tubes, the surgeries, etc., I think you may not be seeing how great you look right now. The mental image you have may be an old image of how you used to be. You may not be seeing yourself as you are now.

This type of vision is similar to how an overweight person can lose weight, but when they look in the mirror, they still see the old overweight version on themselves. The old image of themselves is burned into their retinas and it takes time for that old image to fade away.

I say this because you look perfect and I want you to enjoy the success you have achieved. You went through a lot and you came out a winner on the other side - visually and physically. You penis looks good and it is very desirable.

Feel blessed and spend the rest of your life enjoying your penis.

Also, as guys, we all can think of something we would like tweaked or changed about our penises, but never forget that each and every one of us are still madly in love with our penises exactly as they are.

Congratulations on advocating for yourself.
 

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Hello and welcome
I'm not a circumcision expert , one thing I know from guys is if you were suffering pain getting it done is probably one of best things you can do.
Secondly , do not doubt your penis, looks great, doesn't look like it's been thru what you describe,and so do you.
Hopefully you get used to "each other " and have lots of fun
 
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Has having a phone malfunction and struggled to send a response before. What I was trying to say:

Can't begin to imagine what you've been through, but I don't see anything abnormal - seen some much more severe circumcision scars - so it is healing and fading well. Hopefully this is the last round you go through. Have to corroborate what others have said, perfectly normally looking member and a tight body - think you have most of us beat.
 
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Hi everyone.

First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.

if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text :eyes::eyes:


I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.

Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.

It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.

Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)

After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.

2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.

Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.


Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
Welcome to LPSG. Thank you for sharing your brave and painful story and I know you will find great support here based on comments already left for you. I see nothing amiss with the appearance of your penis and see no scars in your photos and hope that all issues will go away and your concerns will be gone. You are a young man with a great looking penis and I believe that you will make some lucky lady very happy. Stay safe. Cheers!​
 
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Hi and welcome fella! You ask the question if you think you’re making a big deal. I don’t think it’s a simple yes or no! When it was uncomfortable for you in your earlier years, then no - you weren’t making a big deal of it. The pain and discharge were real and IMHO you were very brave to discuss with your parents and go for further surgery.

From the pics you post though - I would say is a very handsome cock. All circumcised cocks I’ve every seen (I work with naked men all day - so it’s in the 1,000s) have scars. The procedure and the delicate nature of the skin is just going to be very unusual if it was scar free. I know how it can knaw away at a person though - I have had liquid nitrogen squirted at my scars to try to improve excess skin. BTW - this is not comfortable!!

You are longer and thicker than the global average, and clearly your erections are fine and I’m sure you get a lot of pleasure from playing with it - so I think I’d lean towards saying that perhaps you can try to compartmentalise your current concerns and try not to focus on it too much.

I feel that most women aren’t really concerned with look of a penis, and therefore it would be a non-issue to them. If you’re hooking up with a guy, then (if it was me) I would be much more interested in your intelligence, your slim toned body and getting you off than a few scars that in honestly, I don’t think you can do anything about.

Happy to chat on DM if you’d prefer. Be happy x
 
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Hi everyone.

First, I just wanted to say the community seems very welcoming and seems like a platform where one can get people's opinions of their genitalia, I love it lol.

if you would like to read a story about the journey of my penis (circumcision) please continue. If not, you can see my penis below the text :eyes::eyes:


I had a circumcision at the typical age.I had it without general anesthesia. I remember going through intense pain and still vividly remember some parts of the process.

Years pass. I have my first sexual experience with my ex-girlfriend. I don't really notice any abnormalities but just a slight pain around the shaft where the incisions are.

It starts to bug me after a while, and after doing research/looking at other penises, I realise mine is quite abnormal: I have little tube-like holes around the shaft of my penis. The circumcision I had was some sort of botched circumcision.

Age 20. First quarantine during COVID-19, I finally gather the courage to tell my parents about the problem that has been eating me up inside. We go to a Urologist and I get a surgery done, a circumcision revision. (Fun fact: The tube-like holes are a complication known as fistula formation)

After the healing process, the tube-like holes go away but new, smaller ones form. They now release tiny bits of some yellow/white substance when squeezed. They are very small, like the size of a tiny fly, but STILL bothersome, especially the substance part.

2022. I am frustrated with the outcome, it's not getting better. I go through another circumcision revision. This time an experienced general surgeon uses a laser to burn the tubes (I am under general anesthesia). After the surgery, I am left with HORRIBLE burn marks on my penis shaft. I hold myself back not to cry, believing that it will heal in time. Now, exactly 364 days have passed since that surgery, and although it is a lot better than before (I think- I don't even know anymore, honestly). I still have scars/marks that I wish would go away, and I am on the fence about being content with how my penis looks. Some days I am very confident about it and love the way it looks, other days I almost cry about the scars and burn marks left after the surgery.

Not only that, but my penis is... I don't even know if it's below average or average with a 4'1 circumference and 6'0 length. I wish I had at least more size to distract me from the uncomfortable situation of having to face scars on my penis every day. However, I am maintaining my mental health, even though I'm refraining from relationships for a while, I am starting to love myself and
honestly, I am just curious if I am making a big deal out of this, which I very well might be as this situation has caused me major discomfort most of my teenage/young adult love life. I am aware many penises look weird, but I just can't put them in the same box in my head, if that makes sense. If you read this the whole way through, first of all, thank you for reading something that I have not had the chance to talk to anyone other than my parents who sometimes don't really understand my situation. This is something I cannot even talk to my best friend about, so I'm very grateful for this platform and for whoever reads this.


Anyway, here's my penis, final version, so far, lmao.
I really don't see anything wrong with it. It looks very good to me. I don't see the burn marks you refer to. I looks perfect in my book. I looks like you were circumcised since you were born. You don't even have a visible scar line that I can see. Perfection.
 

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Welcome! I'm glad you found our community to share your story! We all need someone openminded to talk to. I examined your pics very closely...for science of course. As far as circumcised penises go, you're is absolutely beautiful...and so is your body!
 
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