Nick, that one video where Leo is fucking you but you appear to be in pain is not as sexy as those where you tell him, fuck me harder and pound me or, come inside me. If you are clearly not enjoying getting fucked, then don't do it. I'm sure there are folks watching that enjoy seeing a pretty face and hot body in pain, getting rough fucked or worse. That's not you, and it's not Leo, the man you love. Please don't let fans dictate everything you post. Be true to yourself. We'll know what's genuinely you.