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- 60% Gay, 40% Straight
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- Male
My dad never held me. Now I long for closeness with males. It's more non sexual bonding that I need. Just hugging and kissing. This deficit has left a hole, an aching. It can hurt physically sometimes when I see a man that I desire emotionally or physically whom I cannot have. It feels like a rejection. I discuss it in therapy but my therapist just sympathizes. I even long to hug him but he is a married straight guy with grown kids.