While I was going to school, I never really approached girls for sex or guys for that matter because I didnt know about my penis. I thought that it was severely inadequate for sex because Im a little guy for one then Im a grower. Plus in those early years, I just thought that it was small because I hadnt had anyone else to tell me differently. In 99, I was working a job and flirting relentlessly with a woman in another department. New Years came around and we finally decided that we were going to give each other some. The night came and I showed up at her house. We were making out and it was time for me to drop my pants to get the bidness crackin. I was rock hard and she just looked at my dick and said, I aint gon be able to do it, and just shook her head back and forth and told me to get out. I stood in the middle of her livingroom with a throbbing dick fuckin stumped. Those few seconds felt like a year. I asked what the problem was because we were so into each other. She said, Its too much. I cant that shit, just like that. I didnt know what to think because I had always heard that women wanted a guy with a nice dick. I didnt know then I even had one. She put me out
I didnt get an offer of anything else. I was pissed because I spent time traveling, money on
extras and everything and did not get laid for New Years 99. I didnt treat her any differently. I just said fuck it like everything else. It wasnt until 2 years later when a good friend told me about myself, complimented me on my endowment that I sort of understood where she was coming from when she put me out. I kind of forgave her for that night after I got those words from my friend. That was my first and only refusal. Ive become a bit more clever in springin it now.
We were both experienced and I expected everything to go smooth like butter but she never changed her mind. So much for resolutions.