So we didn't go to the doctor's office.. Again. For good reason, but still frustrating. Appart from my frustration, such bad blood circulation must be horrible for his health too, right? It really worries me at times.
Yes, he was a professional fighter some years back, and there was a (really short) period of time he did take some sort of steroids. That must be atleast six years ago though, if that matters.
We do talk about it openly, or at least.. I try to. He mostly seems to think there's nothing wrong or seems to be anoyed by the mere thought of sex. It might just be out of his own frustration, but there were plenty of times I would even question his sexuality. He seems to have developed a disgust for vaginae in general, and will continiously tell me I stink (possitive I don't, seeing I've visited my gynocologist a bunch of times to have it checked out because it seemed perfectly normal to me, and asked some girlfriends what they thought. I've never had any kind of odor- not even the slightest - and nothing has changed). It's getting really hard to handle, and it seems he's kicking at me because of his own insecurities.
Cuckolding will never happen, he's already not to fond of my vibrator (I'm okay to use it, but he doesn't want to see it laying around or hear it). He's mighty jealous of anything and everything, and I would never do anything to hurt his feelings like this, because I'm sure it would.
But I'll keep my cool a little longer. If sex alone is our only obstacle, I'm still more blessed than most I guess..
Yes, he was a professional fighter some years back, and there was a (really short) period of time he did take some sort of steroids. That must be atleast six years ago though, if that matters.
We do talk about it openly, or at least.. I try to. He mostly seems to think there's nothing wrong or seems to be anoyed by the mere thought of sex. It might just be out of his own frustration, but there were plenty of times I would even question his sexuality. He seems to have developed a disgust for vaginae in general, and will continiously tell me I stink (possitive I don't, seeing I've visited my gynocologist a bunch of times to have it checked out because it seemed perfectly normal to me, and asked some girlfriends what they thought. I've never had any kind of odor- not even the slightest - and nothing has changed). It's getting really hard to handle, and it seems he's kicking at me because of his own insecurities.
Cuckolding will never happen, he's already not to fond of my vibrator (I'm okay to use it, but he doesn't want to see it laying around or hear it). He's mighty jealous of anything and everything, and I would never do anything to hurt his feelings like this, because I'm sure it would.
But I'll keep my cool a little longer. If sex alone is our only obstacle, I'm still more blessed than most I guess..
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