Same here - I don't fancy men's faces, could never fall in love with a man, I don't like men's bodies (in that I am not attracted to muscular bodies or good abs etc), I don't like men's asses (yuk), but, big cocks and more particularly big cocks which shoot huge loads are a massive turn on. This kink has gotten more intense as I have aged, even though I am no less obsessed with women, who I adore totally. This has resulted in my starting to consider myself as 'bi', but I can't be a 'proper bisexual' because, I don't have an interest in a man as a total package (no pun intended). I really do wonder if porn has done this to me over time, or more to the point, the glorification of the alpha male cumshot. Given how popular cumshots are, and given how the industry is dominated by larger than average cocks......and then reflecting on who the main consumers of porn are and who dictates the content (men lol), I can assume there are many of us who feel/think the same way, even if we cant admit it!
A bigger 'confession' - men cumming into other men's faces/mouths is a bigger turn on than watching females take cum...why, given what I say about not fancying men....answer, because 99% of women tolerate men's cum, they do it to please their man, whereas a lot of men are truly turned on by another guy's cum. So that's pretty much in line with bi-curious women who say that its women who give them the best oral sex.