Ok I already did have sex one time... and it wasn't that pleasant, but I kept thinking Id get better at it, Id get used to the taste of cock in my mouth etc. But today, for the first since a long while I did finger myself. I did kinda enjoy it, but it was a bit painful as its still not used. I also really always feel like shitting and peeing when I shove it up there, regardless of not needing to at all. Also later for longer time I do sometimes get a sudden urge to shit like hell, as if I had diarrhea, but then I fart and all is gone. Sometimes I cant fart and really go to the toilet and nothing comes out. I did wonder if such problems can be normal and asked my friend whos a 100% bottom, hes really surprised to hear stuff like that and he has no problems like that at all He even said that I might not be a bottom at all. I always thought I was versatile, but I already was disappointed of giving a blow job, so maybe . Im not the right guy to be fucked either I dont know, is my friend right and I might not be the guy for it, or is it just lack of experience ?