Friends, aquaintances, enemies and strangers. I have slowly been popping back in, and testing the water here. I left for several reasons, most of which have to do with my own attitude and thoughts. I've spent some time in the chat. I've read and replied to a few threads. Here's what i've learned. I'm not ready to be back here yet. Alex8 can probably attest to that since he received a nasty pm from me recently, through no fault of his own. My own rotten attitude and behavior is still quite evident on several threads and in the chat room. It would be best for me, and you as well, if I did not make my return yet. I only do this to preserve what few friendships I have left. I'm certain that the vast majority of people haven't even read this thread or even know or care who I am, but I owe it to my friends anyway to keep you apprised. As I did when I left before, I will leave my external contact information for those that wish to stay in contact. Pray for me.