Has no one told him I'm not breathing? Can he not see the damage left behind? The pain he's inflicted on heart gone wrong, The way I see us in my mind, Bound together for all of time... The anger I see inside of me, The way I hate myself. The way I can't stand to breathe, Every breath is killing me, Like every arsenic tear... The pain seems unbearable, The pain seems too real.... All I can ever say is I'm sorry, I'm sorry... For the way I feel, For the way I am, If I could tear it all away, If I only had one wish... If I could tear it all away, If I could just erase that one day, I wouldn't look back... I wouldn't look back at all the days, I wouldn't look back at all the tears, I wouldn't look back at my body, Lying on the bathroom floor... With a bottle in each hand.. I'm sorry... I only wish I could, But time remains untouched, And I remain tainted... I still remain what I've destroyed, It's all I'll ever be... I'm sorry.