Apologies if this is not allowed here or a strain from general discussions, but I’m in a bit of a pickle.
USA based here. 19 y/o, bipolar, I guess you could say I have a porn addiction, hell who doesn’t. But it feels impossible to find help for. Anyway,
I’ve always followed the rules. I find a lot of my porn on twitter, I have a thing for otters.
Well, some account was selling shots of an instagram model. They assured all the pics they were selling were of-age models. The ones I bought I know for sure the model is 20, according to their insta.
So I paypal this schmuck to get the pics. Something told me later he was outta the UK or Phillipines, but hell could have been US based for all I know. But yea, a red flag I shoulda probably thought about.
Anyway, about a week later, I see the account selling photos of another model- after visiting that person’s instagram, their latest post was them celebrating a 17th birthday.
So while I’m pretty confident the stuff I bought is of-age, this person is selling underagers too. Now I’m wondering when the photos I have were even taken, or how they were gotten. The ones I got seemed old, almost like they weren’t taken anytime recently.
So the reality who I’ve involved myself in is starting to make me sweat. I deleted and wiped everything anyway. But, it happened. its too late, there’s a bank record of a transaction between me and this person, a person who is selling underage pics.
I’d like to imagine this could all just disappear because the ones I bought are of an of-age person, though the age of the photos is questionable. But people who do that kinda shit always get caught eventually, and I now have a recorded tie to this person. Twitter messages, paypal transfer. Sure, my message explicitly asks that this person is of-age, but I doubt that’ll make a difference when this person gets caught for the illegal content they have. Which will probably eventually happen.
So, now what’s going to happen? What could happen? Is there anything I can do?
USA based here. 19 y/o, bipolar, I guess you could say I have a porn addiction, hell who doesn’t. But it feels impossible to find help for. Anyway,
I’ve always followed the rules. I find a lot of my porn on twitter, I have a thing for otters.
Well, some account was selling shots of an instagram model. They assured all the pics they were selling were of-age models. The ones I bought I know for sure the model is 20, according to their insta.
So I paypal this schmuck to get the pics. Something told me later he was outta the UK or Phillipines, but hell could have been US based for all I know. But yea, a red flag I shoulda probably thought about.
Anyway, about a week later, I see the account selling photos of another model- after visiting that person’s instagram, their latest post was them celebrating a 17th birthday.
So while I’m pretty confident the stuff I bought is of-age, this person is selling underagers too. Now I’m wondering when the photos I have were even taken, or how they were gotten. The ones I got seemed old, almost like they weren’t taken anytime recently.
So the reality who I’ve involved myself in is starting to make me sweat. I deleted and wiped everything anyway. But, it happened. its too late, there’s a bank record of a transaction between me and this person, a person who is selling underage pics.
I’d like to imagine this could all just disappear because the ones I bought are of an of-age person, though the age of the photos is questionable. But people who do that kinda shit always get caught eventually, and I now have a recorded tie to this person. Twitter messages, paypal transfer. Sure, my message explicitly asks that this person is of-age, but I doubt that’ll make a difference when this person gets caught for the illegal content they have. Which will probably eventually happen.
So, now what’s going to happen? What could happen? Is there anything I can do?