I really like LPSG.. especially the forums. Sometimes I wonder where we are headed..Fetishes, dark fantasies, keeping loads in our asses etc...have I participated in these threads? Yup..I won't lie. But how many of you are in a relationship with someone who is poz? I am..almost 10 years now. Prior to that I was in a bad relationship that lasted 17 years and towards the end resulted in rampant cheating, threesomes and or foursomes. It wasn't healthy. I judge no one in here. I cannot do that knowing what I did in my past.
My current almost 10 year relationship is in no way perfect, we have our ups and downs, but I value and hold it close to my heart because I just don't know what will happen tomorrow. I made the choice several years ago that no longer will we use protection..for me it was as if using it made it seem like he was toxic, poisonous..No..I would not have my relationship be like that. Thankfully he is undetectable, but that's not the point. It's the trust, the respect and the knowing that we have each other's back. All of our talk about gangbangs, sniffing jocks, seducing straight guys..is it all just fleeting? Just to fulfill a need right now? Maybe..but again, I cannot judge, but sometimes, just maybe it's worth reflecting on what we really need, not just what we want.
My current almost 10 year relationship is in no way perfect, we have our ups and downs, but I value and hold it close to my heart because I just don't know what will happen tomorrow. I made the choice several years ago that no longer will we use protection..for me it was as if using it made it seem like he was toxic, poisonous..No..I would not have my relationship be like that. Thankfully he is undetectable, but that's not the point. It's the trust, the respect and the knowing that we have each other's back. All of our talk about gangbangs, sniffing jocks, seducing straight guys..is it all just fleeting? Just to fulfill a need right now? Maybe..but again, I cannot judge, but sometimes, just maybe it's worth reflecting on what we really need, not just what we want.