If you look back at my posts, I had my first sexual experience ever with two guys about a month ago. I thought I would never see them again. Turns out that one of the guys is involved in an activity I was accepted into, and I want to stay in it. I haven't spoken to him, I do the look at him then look away, maybe locked eye contact once. I don't want to be reminded of what I did, in essence. What should I do? (except 'just get over it')?