Summary: gay guy with modest sized dick and monster sized boyfriend. wonderful dick on a wonderful guy. in the past i've super-obsessed over my bf's big dick (thinking about it, comparing to mine, etc.. etc..) Wondering if there are other folks out there partnered up with super-hung guys and you end up obsessing over their cock..? Longer story: I've known I was gay since about 6th grade and also began discovering my preference for large dicks about the same time. Started showering in gym class around that time, and I remember seeing a couple of latino guys who had bloomed early and had big uncut floppy dicks. My best friend also bloomed earlier than me and he pulled out his dick a few times in front of me which was significantly bigger and thicker than mine. I had not quite reached puberty yet. From that point on, I remember being somewhat obsessed with size and wondering if mine would eventually be a big one or not. Flash-forward to my early 20's. That's when I had my first experience with a guy and it was pretty good.. even though his dick was not huge. Though he was slightly larger than me. By this time, my dick had grown to a modestly average size. Maybe slightly above average, but not much. My second boyfriend is who I attribute with making me a true size queen. (i hate that term.. can we think of a new one?) He was Latino, uncut, and super thick --- beautiful penis! I remember the first time we hooked up and were back at my apartment making out. He was only the second guy I was with, so I was very nervous and trembling, but excited. I could tell he probably had a nice-sized piece.. but wasn't exactly sure what to expect. When we were kissing, i felt him getting so hard that actually hurt when he pressed himself up against me. It felt like a rock in his pants. Eventually, we were on the floor and he took my hand and pushed it down to his crotch. I felt his dick for the first time through his pants and it felt like I was grabbing onto someones wrist. When I laid my hand flat over the mound, my fingers barely touched down on the other side! Once I felt that, I quickly unzipped his pants to slowly reveal, the most beautiful and thick uncut cock I'd ever seen. He wasn't the longest I'd been with... probably 7-7.5 inches .. but he was a solid 6" circumference from head to base with just a slight upcurve, perfect for deep-throating. My first hung boyfriend looked a lot like this guy Monstercockland - Home of the biggest monster cock videos and pictures - Login Anyway, that relationship ran it's course after about 4 years. We broke up and I obsessed about his cock for years... still think about it from time to time! Now, I have another super hung (even larger) boyfriend who also happens to be a wonderful person and partner. The first hung guy was a great lover but terrible boyfriend/partner. We've been dating for almost a year now and things could not be better. Sex is WONDERFUL and often and we enjoy each other outside of the bedroom as well. He's a beautiful guy and has one of the largest dicks I've ever seen. Especially soft! Though I've not measured (yet), my estimate is that he's easily 6 inches soft and a true 8 inches hard and 6-6.5 thick. He's the only guy that I've had difficulty deep throating. Lately, I've been noticing that I think about his dick a lot. I jack off thinking about him if we don't see each other for a day or two. Sometimes I even jack off again immediately after he leaves and we just had sex... because he turns me on so much. The other night we had sex 5 times in the same night. I love his dick, but I also love him as a person and I want to keep my obsessions in check. I KNOW that I have a tendency to get super obsessed with things ... especially dick, and I'm wondering if there are other guys or gals, like me, who get obsessed with their partners dick. Some things I do: 1. fantasize about measuring him 2. think about where his stats fall on the averages 3. stare at his bulge and sometimes I put my hand on his dick while he's sleeping Is that weird??