ok i think i have problem masterbating. i think i'm jerking off way too much. i'll be 19 this sunday and i know there is a lot of hormones in my body and blah, blah, blah; but i've never masterbated like this before. it is up to at least 13 times a week. i do it so much it's become annoying and tedious. maybe havin a single dorm room and hanging around girls so much in the summer may have increased my horniness, but i've never been so horny in my life at this point. i don't know what i'm gonna do. everytime i eat, i think of sex, every time i study chemistry, i think of sex. i always feel so sleepy too. it seems like everyone has more energy than me and i think in "ok" physical shape. God i wish this shit would stop and i can have my mind clear. ...sigh... rant over i guess.