ok so some may remember that I slept with my best friend, but the issue was we were drunk and I think he didn't remember or at least he was making out he didn't remember. this was about 6 months ago now and I waiting to see if this would happen again but no luck!
I've tried flirting with him a lot but nothing. If fact I feel like he's pushing me away, like on nights out he hangs with me abit but then will always be taking selfies and picture with our other male mates, he hugs them goodbye and just usual hugs and saying nice things to them. I don't get any of this, like I feel so left out and I'm the one craving for this affection! Do you think he's doing it on purpose? He seems to be overly flirty with other girls, esp when he's drunk, like if any girl gives him attention then he guns for them. Like one example is he randomly started talking to this girl on a night out and they would text and snog when they saw each other. He invited her over to his house to watch films but did nothing, made no moves with her or gave her any affection at all. As soon as she went home he ended it with her. This was the only time he was sober with her so I was thinking maybe he's trying to convince himself he's not gay or like lads when he's drunk by kissing any girl who would give him attention but when he's sober he realises he's not attracted to girls at all. He's all over two girls in our friendship group but I think the same applies to them.
So basically I'm completely head over heals for him. I'm always upset that he gives me no attention and seeing him with other girls just crushes me! We were chatting to some friends not long ago and they said you's look like a gay couple the way you act, he said nothing, didn't correct them or make a comment. I was like I wish haha! I didn't say that out load.
I really want to tell him how I feel, even if I fuck up the friendship. I just can't go on feeling like this anymore. At new years at 12 he wished everyone a happy new year, hugged them, like what you'd usually do at 12 on New Years but he walked right pass me, didn't say anything and went to see other friends. I was so upset!!! Like I wanted to cry right there and then!
Should I tell him how I feel? We do consider each other best mates, well I thought we did anyway! Should I tell him we have slept together?
Help please!!
I've tried flirting with him a lot but nothing. If fact I feel like he's pushing me away, like on nights out he hangs with me abit but then will always be taking selfies and picture with our other male mates, he hugs them goodbye and just usual hugs and saying nice things to them. I don't get any of this, like I feel so left out and I'm the one craving for this affection! Do you think he's doing it on purpose? He seems to be overly flirty with other girls, esp when he's drunk, like if any girl gives him attention then he guns for them. Like one example is he randomly started talking to this girl on a night out and they would text and snog when they saw each other. He invited her over to his house to watch films but did nothing, made no moves with her or gave her any affection at all. As soon as she went home he ended it with her. This was the only time he was sober with her so I was thinking maybe he's trying to convince himself he's not gay or like lads when he's drunk by kissing any girl who would give him attention but when he's sober he realises he's not attracted to girls at all. He's all over two girls in our friendship group but I think the same applies to them.
So basically I'm completely head over heals for him. I'm always upset that he gives me no attention and seeing him with other girls just crushes me! We were chatting to some friends not long ago and they said you's look like a gay couple the way you act, he said nothing, didn't correct them or make a comment. I was like I wish haha! I didn't say that out load.
I really want to tell him how I feel, even if I fuck up the friendship. I just can't go on feeling like this anymore. At new years at 12 he wished everyone a happy new year, hugged them, like what you'd usually do at 12 on New Years but he walked right pass me, didn't say anything and went to see other friends. I was so upset!!! Like I wanted to cry right there and then!
Should I tell him how I feel? We do consider each other best mates, well I thought we did anyway! Should I tell him we have slept together?
Help please!!