So a couple of months ago I got a friend request on Facebook from an old girlfriend from high school. This was a girl that I had dated pretty seriously when we were 16-17 years old and then also later when we were freshmen in college. We ended up going our separate ways, mainly because I was an immature jerk then and both ended up getting married very young, before we were out of school. Long story short, we talked for about two months on Facebook, just catching up, talking about our lives, marriages, kids, etc. Then out of the blue one day she asks me to meet her for lunch... we end up meeting and talking at this restaurant for like 3 solid hours. Turns out that she and I have led very similar lives, both have bad marriages, but also each have fairly young kids. Also turns out that the spark we used to have is still very alive and well and we're very attracted to each other. So we go from talking on facebook, to having lunch, to having lunch again, to her coming to my office a couple of times, to us then meeting on a Saturday morning at my office when no one else is around... I think you see where this is going. Basically we ended up screwing each others brains out for the better part of 3 hours, was the best sex I've ever had. She came multiple times... which is something I've never experienced since my wife is essentially asexual and doesn't care about it at all, never has. We screwed on my desk, in my chair on the floor, you name it. Now to top it all off, I've realized that I'm in love with this woman and that she is with me too, but because of our situations, we can't be together... she doesn't think that her husband would be amicable in a divorce and won't risk losing her kids, can't blame her for that, as I feel the same... So, why post this? Well, I'm not looking for approval nor do I want people telling me what a jerk I am because I cheated... just wanted to share, see if anyone had any experience or insight in this situation. At this point, we've talked and basically broken it off... it really sucks because I literally think about her all the time and I think she feels the same about me, but we can't do anything about it. Life is what it is and you have to make the best of it I guess... but sometimes that really sucks ass.