I use pornography on a regular basis , my partner have been together 44yrs and we have a fantastic relationship and it is totally monogamous.
I am 65 and he is now 78 and physical contact is infrequent and although I miss this with him and do not want to make him feel bad in anyway....we still have some sex .
My question is should I feel bad that I look at porn, is it a betrayal, I don't want to have sex with other others but I use it as jerk off etc aid and what we did as an active couple.
I am 65 and he is now 78 and physical contact is infrequent and although I miss this with him and do not want to make him feel bad in anyway....we still have some sex .
My question is should I feel bad that I look at porn, is it a betrayal, I don't want to have sex with other others but I use it as jerk off etc aid and what we did as an active couple.