the subject of cumrags turned out to be a troublesome one for me as a kid. i started off jerking off in bed just before sleep and wiping up with the bedsheet. soon my older brother came to me and said that dad told him mom was upset at finding my pubescent jizm on the sheets, and that i should stop leaving it on the bedclothes. i asked him what to do, and he told me it was risky to use any clothing and not to use any towels or socks or underwear, since mom would find those too in collecting the washing. he said once he tried using kleenex and throwing them away, but later he found out that mom was checking the trash and found those also. at the time, it didn't occur to me to use toilet paper and flush the evidence. i guess it never occurred to my brother either, cuz when i asked him what he ended up doing, he told me that he always just ate his cum. and that's what i learned to do. i would cum in my other hand and lick it up after. Later, i learned from the same brother that i could put my legs up over my head and squirt str8 into my mouth.
later i found out that other latino boys had had similar problems with snoopy and disapproving moms, and that they had similar experiences of being told by older guys (brothers, cousins, younger uncles) to eat theirs too. maybe this started before people used toilet paper or had flush toilets. maybe it was just a way to get us to eat jizm. i think it was serious tho, cuz i saw other guys eat their own semen a few times when my brother and me jerked off together or with other guys.
nowadays, i sometimes skip eating my jizz if i have a cold or feel sick, and then i use a towel. mom's not there to check any more, but i got used to eating my spermies, and it's still my usual cuz i like the taste now and it's kinda hot anyways.
