I'm in a bad place. My partner is 50 and his brother is 45 -- my age. "Ben" is bigger than my partner - over 6.5' tall, blond, and very much a hunk. When he and his wife come over and are drinking, "Ben" asks me to go for a walk on the farm. My partner is a big guy -- 9" x 6" -- and when "Ben" is drinking, his cock gets hard. He's at least as big as his brother --from what I can see, probably bigger. I'm totally turned on. I don't think he means to turn me on but I'm completely confused. I've been with my partner for over 20 years and have always been attracted to "Ben". I could never take a chance and take advantage of "Ben" when he's drunk but lately I'm thinking more and more about him and am crazy to "see" his cock. I'm nuts, I know...but, has anyone else had this kind of experience?