Please bare with me on this. I am not sure if this belongs in this section of this part of the forum or not. This happened a long time ago. Back in February 2005, while i was masturbating i injured my penis in my bedroom and it had trauma caused to it. I was looking at a magazine and my dad opened our regular door and scared me because I thought he was going to come into my room since my bedroom does not have a lock. I remember i could not masturbate for around 6.5 months because of the injury and my penis shrunk at that time. I could not get hard the whole time either I was 18-19 years old. I'm 23 soon. I then went to my doctor and they looked at it and saw that i had some urinary tract infection but it was nothing serious according to them. The problems that occurred after that accident was that since that day, i no longer get morning wood. When i pee, i have a split stream. When i pee, you see the urine coming out from 2 holes and the the other hole is right under the normal hole where i normally pee. The pee crosses each other but comes together but you can clearly see it is a split stream A doctor online in these messageboards mentions that this is because there is some blockage in your urethra. Does anyone know if this can be fixed surgically so my penis will urinate in one stream and not 2 streams? I was 100 percent sure all this occurred b/c I injured my penis back in 2005. When i went to the doctors and urologists that i had to pay out of my own pocket b/c they didn;t accept my insurance, they all told me it is okay even though when i pee there is a split stream which was why i never bothered doing anything about it since 2-3 urologists told me the same thing. The other big problem is that i cannot masturbate like i could before the accident. The only way for me to masturbate and get hard is to sit on a chair and squeeze my two legs so my penis points straight up. That is the only way i can get hard and stay hard and ejaculate. I can no longer masturbate while standing up or any other position and this is the only way i can get hard. Another problem is that before the accident it is easy to masturbate. Like a normal person i would just rub my penis etc. But since the accident, i cannot do that. It seems very fragile when you touch it. It is hard to just grab it and just masturbate because it isn't possible. I'm almost 23 years old now and i am so upset. Does anyone know if something can be done? The urologists i saw 4 years ago all told me i had no problems even though i described them all these problems i have. I no longer get morning wood, my pee split streams since when i look at my penis when i pee. Someone on the forums said it could be blockage of urethra. Does anyone know if a urologist or any doctor can fix any of these problems? I know its been like 4.5 years already but i didn't do anything with the last few years b/c the urologists i saw all told me when i fine and i gaved up going to any more doctors. Note, i was told i have a varicocele when i went to the urologist about 1 week ago. I am pretty certain i have grade 3 one. He on the other hand does not give a damn that my urine always splits in 2 streams and that i feel pain when i touch the bottom left of my penis. I mean it hurts when i touch the bottom left of my penis so I am positive there is damage there yet the urologist does not care. I am getting a sonogram done though this thursday but that only concerns my testicles. I am pretty sure i have penile fracture and i read that if you don't go to the doctor within 12 hours or so, all hope is lost and nothing can be fixed. I read that symptoms include a pop which I am pretty certain i had and i also felt a weird sensation in that accident back in 2005. I also had a immediate loss of erection. I went to the doctor like 1 week after the accident because i was scared and hoped that it would get back to normal but it didn't. I also read that if you don't get it fixed immediately, well it give some erection problems in the future and now 4.5 years later, i still am like this because all the urologists i see tell me i have NO problem. Anyone know if there is any hope now for my penis and my varicocele? Is there a chance i could not have gotten penile fracture? All doctors say it is not penile fracture but maybe it was too late? My penis was shrunk and could not get erect for 6.5 months at all. I have been depressed every day since that accident. These are my problems now 1. Cannot get or maintain erection while i squeeze my legs into my penis. Thus i cannot maintain an erection while standing up. When i just play with my penis, i cannot get it erect. Before the accident, i could just grab it and just masturbate easily. When i touch my penis, it feels damaged because you cannot just push it left, right, down like normal. 2. My testicles got smaller. Most likely due to varicocele though the urologist tells me i should not worry. That may explain why i cannot get and maintain an erection? 3. The bottom left of my penis hurts when i touch it. this is not normal yet urologist don't do nothing. Someone in another forum said i could have torn something which makes sense 4. Split Stream. When urination, it splits into 2 and drips a lot. Same with my ejaculation since only way i can do it is by sitting on chair and squeezing legs into my penis. When i don't squeeze, penis loses erection. Ejaculation drips a lot as well. 5. No more morning wood. Before the accident, i got morning wood almost every day. I am almost 23 and never had morning wood ever since the accident when i was 18-19.