it happens a lot- a number of the hottest gay celebs for some reason end up with bf's that aren't nearly as hot as they are...Colton Haynes, Robbie Rogers, Matt Bomer, Tom Daley all had/have bf/husbands that aren't good looking at all- at least not compared to them.
I’m not attacking you but based on what you wrote and my own observations in life. No wonder most gay men end up as bitter and miserable old queens when their youth are gone. And pretty much forgotten and abandoned by the shallow gay youth in the community.
There’s more to a man than his looks. Give me an average guy that can provide me with physical, emotional and financial security over a pretty face that can’t offer me anything, looks fade! In the wise words of Shania Twain - ‘You got the looks but have you got the touch’, ‘so you’re Brad Pitt, that don’t impress me much’.