Geez, Pitbull, were you there when I grew up?? Standing behind a door, watching?
No I wasn't.
But there is still a child that lives inside of me and knows the joy & fears of a child.
Fortunately, I did not experience divorce of my parents. Or that of any relatives or know of it among my circle of friends growing up.
Different place, different time.
There is way too much going on now.
Disposable spouses.
Children have a very rough time of it. Very rough.
Sorry for you. Hope you have managed to overcome it.
(If I was behind the door I might have bitten someone to make them stop)