I was at a partially naked pool party last weekend. While there were maybe 50 guys there, about 12 actually were naked. Most of the guys that got naked had big flaccid penises. One very unassuming younger guy had a big erection, too. Kind of flaunting it. I don't know why I just can't enjoy these scenes. But it reminds me of high school gym class where we were forced to be naked with little adult supervision. It was very scary. Plus I have a small flaccid penis (although is ok when hard) and I'm very insecure about that. I just can't enjoy these adult experiences. It just brings all the high school insecurity back. Plus I've seen gay guys make derogatory remarks about guys with small dicks so its not quite unfounded. Just seems to be a part of the gay culture I can't enjoy with it tripping these emotional triggers. 