stud_hunter said:No, I don't think I'm a bad person. And from what you've said, yes, your feelings on this issue are rediculous. You have a perfectly sufficient cock, and a girlfriend who apparently wants to be with you, and you seem so insecure in yourself that you're freaking that you can't satisfy her. Newsflash - she's had someone bigger than you. Maybe that guy you mentioned, or maybe someone else at some point, but you're not the biggest she's had, and yet she's choosing to be with you. That should tell you something.
Women who have normal breasts and get implants anyway are being rediculous because they're buying the hype. And guys who are so insecure they invent a problem where none exists, are being rediculous. I know you probably think it's all about the cock. It's not. It's only one aspect of your relationship and yet it seems to be getting most if not all of your attention/insecurity/hysteria.
If you're suicidal for some other reason, please get help. If you're suicidal because of your (normal) penis size, get over it.
Actually, I don`t think it`s all about cock, and I do think that I have perfectly sufficient cock. I even don`t have problem with fact that she had someone bigger than me, but what makes me desperate and what makes me feel bad, is her lack of enthusiasm for sex with me.