My first encounter with another man was with my first and current partner. (We are now in our second year and everything is worst :frown1 He loves receiving head from me and so I am trying everything to satisfy him but when I ask him to give me head, it is as if he's disgusted. He just blow me for a mere minute or so then he stops. He isn't a passionate kisser also, there are times that it seems as if I'm kissing a statue! Sometimes he has a bad breath. Poor hygiene sometimes, like dirty navel, I don't know if I am too blame but I cannot stand a dirty navel. I am always clean and I always make sure that I smell good for him He shoots his load inside my mouth, but he doesn't like tasting mine. To make this worst, sometimes I end up jacking off after he comes from my blow... (we haven't tried anal yet, too scared though. Well, actually tried it once, he was inside me and it really hurts) the sex isn't really good anymore. and apart from that our relationship is really in havoc right now. I think what he only likes in our relation is my head service, nothing more. :frown1: besides, he told me that he do not envision this kind of relationship, he's growing old (he's 21 btw, I;m 20) and he want to have a girlfriend and eventually a family. But I love the guy but I guess we have to end this.