bravesoldier
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You're not alone. I have a constant craving to look at porn. Honestly I lose count how many times I look, I can spent an hour at a time watching multiple videos, straight, bi gay or trans. I have my favourite actors. I;m regularly looking for new video's/scenes that give me a thrill, just like the first time I saw a porno.Yes.
I would tend towards addicted. Do you collect anything else? Do you never watch it or just watch different films/clips when you're horny? I used to have a large vhs collection, then dvd collection and & large collection of mag's. I never considered myself a collector as I would look at different vids/dvds or mags when I was horny, I just love looking at naked people having sex, sometimes just looking at pictures of naked men fantasising about sex with them.I have a massive porn collection, but I don't schedule my life so I can watch it. Am I addicted to it, or just collect it?
I would tend towards addicted. Do you collect anything else? Do you never watch it or just watch different films/clips when you're horny? I used to have a large vhs collection, then dvd collection and & large collection of mag's. I never considered myself a collector as I would look at different vids/dvds or mags when I was horny, I just love looking at naked people having sex, sometimes just looking at pictures of naked men fantasising about sex with them.
"I'm ashamed of it.." Why? You are a sexual being. Own it.I have and am dealing with a bad porn addiction, I watch everything from extreme fisting and screaming bottoms to the boring ones from men.com and stuff. Being a bottom myself I love feeling a thick cock stretching my hole feeling cum dumped inside me. I am ashamed of it and embarrassed, I literally watch it like a movie. Not even to jerk off anymore. Twitter is my main source of addiction. I’ve been better nowadays but I’ll log on here and there. I’ve found a new little porn haven looking at men’s feet.
Agreed. Be a lover not a hater."I'm ashamed of it.." Why? You are a sexual being. Own it.
I have and am dealing with a bad porn addiction, I watch everything from extreme fisting and screaming bottoms to the boring ones from men.com and stuff. Being a bottom myself I love feeling a thick cock stretching my hole feeling cum dumped inside me. I am ashamed of it and embarrassed, I literally watch it like a movie. Not even to jerk off anymore. Twitter is my main source of addiction. I’ve been better nowadays but I’ll log on here and there. I’ve found a new little porn haven looking at men’s feet.
I’m so happy I’m not alone in it. I’ve spoken to my boyfriend about it and he had a creative of way helping me. We made a bunch of videos together and now anytime I feel the need to watch porn and edge I watch our videos. It helps a lot. But I still find myself scrolling through Instagram looking at basically soft porn. So hopefully I just stop all together having thing thoughts I’m fine with. But I hate it that I have to look at a screen to get off ya know what I mean?I have the same exact problem as do thousands of other men gay and straight do. So please don't feel alone. I always felt like something was wrong with me "mentally" as a small child because I've had sexual thought since I was 5 years old and now I'm 40. And I don't mean the cutesy stuff that 5 year olds want to know where babies come from. At that age I used to have sexual thoughts about hot teen and college jocks the same way a grown man would have. I didn't get horny over it cause I hadn't reached puberty yet. Not until I was 11.
But earlier this year I decided it was time for a change and to erase about 90% of the porn pictures and videos I've had on my laptop for several years. It took me about 6 months to let go of it all because I felt like I was ripping a part of my body away giving it ALL up.
I was taking my sweet time combing through every single picture and video trying to pick and choose which ones I wanted to keep and which ones I wanted to get rid of. It was such a complicated process for me because instead of just hitting the delete button on ALL of it, I was trying to compromise with myself on why I should keep certain ones. Feeling like I was going to miss out on something if I let go of it all.
I didn't realize how much of it I actually had until I spent hours on my computer going through all of these random pics and videos deleting one after another and it took me 6 months. But what help is I realized I can't have any of those guys in the videos, and I much prefer the real thing in person instead of a bunch of videos I had seen a million times over. Plus most of those videos we're 5 to 10 years old, so none of those hot guys probably look like that anymore. Don't get me wrong I still like sex and looking at hot guys but I wasn't adding anyting to my life by having all of that stuff.
But no matter what you believe in, there's nothing wrong with having sexual thoughts and feelings because as human beings we are all programed that way. But for mental health reasons it's best to have some type of balance and drop it and walk away from it all.
Haha yes that is true, and most of the time I do. I fell down a deep hole one time watching gooner popper bate videos one day and spent the whole day jerking off… i enjoyed it for the time being but the days after I felt so horrible.. and I know it isn’t healthy for mental"I'm ashamed of it.." Why? You are a sexual being. Own it.
I do the same thing. I'll download videos that I like, watch them, then delete it all. Before I use to save them, but now delete! 2 years ago my cell phone was stolen from work by some punk street kid who came into our offices, grabbed it and ran out.I'm getting rather self conscious as I keep downloading lots of stuff, then deleting it within days because I keep thinking if someone finds it they're going to think I'm a pervert & sex/porn addict. It's all legal 18+, I do enjoy twinks through to older guys. Am I being paranoid?