Posted this already but I just need to say it...

Discussion in 'Relationships, Discrimination, and Jealousy' started by Smooth88, Jun 3, 2008.

  1. Smooth88

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    I'm very nervous about sex and the whole concept of sex. I know a lot about it but I've never been really comfortable with anyone about my sexuality. I just want to ease into my first time but theres a conflict in my mind about how I feel unwanted and people are incapable of wanting me. I want love more than sex but if I could find some girl I'm comfortable to have sex with and who wants to have sex with me I'd feel so much better. I just want my first time, want to be comfortable, and want to be able to please a woman. I have my problems as I've previously documented on this site and I've been hurt by a lot of people and have never been really comfortable with who I am, my sexuality and even my penis. The only time a girl has seen my cock and rated it she said I was small and that hurt. I was only 15 at the time and I'm just now realizing im really hung. But noone can really confirm that. I want to get laid but I want to find a girl I can get to know who will take their time with me and make me feel safe and it can be a continuing relationship and learning experience for me. Ill post this in the ads too. Thank you for listening friends. Some of my only friends.
     
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    man take your time and let things fall into place and it'll work out
     
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