i voted for the second option but now i've changed my mind. My Friend, lets call her Meg (im watching Family Guy), have been enjoying a happy, intensely deep and honest friendship for the last two years or so. This has been since i first met her. She saw me cracking up (got a bit depressed, but personally, thats by the by for me now) and just came into my life and sorted all the shit out and is honestly the bestest, most loyal friend ever. She's my 'newest' close friend but no one know me more than she knows me, not even my parents and i know her more than i know anyone else. I fell in love with her about six months after we met (a year ago near enough to the day) and i havnt fallen out of love with her. Were not together for a variety of what i think are stupid reasons (the fact she doesnt love me for exmple). I honestly consider her the love of my life even at this age. Its hard to put it into words.
However this post has led me to think about a crush that came before her. There was this boy (lets call him Peter) who was extremely hot (well he still his but read on and you'll see why i dont think so anymore) and i could of banged him into oblivion (i dont have this feeling with her all though i would fuck her obviously). Eventually this led into a 'i love you' crush and i hurt so much when all of a sudden he just stopped talking to me. We werent together but all of a sudden there was no texts, calls, meet up, he stopped popping round my house for seemingly no apparent reason.
There is another boy (Bitch Stewie) who is similar to the Meg in my life at the moment so i wont bother going into that again. However i will say that again i would happily bang him into oblivion to. Eight times. In a day.
so i suppose i should say 'strong intimate feeling for both genders but stronger sexual desires for same gender'