Hey y'all, I have been experiencing something on and off for a while, and I wonder if anybody can give me some insight. Whenever I have sex, for the first little while, but sometimes entirely, I feel sort of guilty. I am not religious, but I grew up with pretty strict parents who never talked about sex, and switch the channel should there be a love scene in a movie. At first I thought they did this because I was young, but then later as a 19 year old I found even more strange. I guess they are just "repressed". Anyway, despite me recognizing this, it affected me. Sometimes I picture my parents walking in and disaproving, and sometimes I just have trouble being my animal self. I have made conscious effort to talk to myself and kind of think about how I am in my early 20s, and I deserve pleasure and I love experimenting, but I am not always successful. Did anybody go through something similar?