hung_big: I'm sorry guys...Prep, JRB, LPSG members and especially Freddie...I'm sorry.
I really was over reacting, but I'm just so sick of it. I know it's no excuse - my mannerism was vulgar and I was far from tactful. Sometimes my mind doesn't seem to work the right way anymore. After I cool off I look back and say to myself "What was I on about?"
The main thing I have noticed has changed dramatically is my ability to edit things and see them for what they are. Not my perception entirely, but when I get a comment or critique that could somehow be twisted into a negative, I see that, rather than what it probably ment.
I over reacted because in the last few weeks I have gotten so many people assuming they know what is going on in my life and they make analogies and they dissect my life assuming they know what is best for me. They don't even both asking me what I think is wrong (granted, I wouldn't know, but they should still ask] and take it upon them to "help" me.
I didn't see Freddie's offer of help as anything different, but it, admitedly had a few similarities. I'm sorry for jumping on you that Freddie - it was tasteless and uncalled for.
In my defence though, people tell me that all this stress effects my perception and judgement, but when this happens, it doesn't seem people think it is an excuse. Hypocritical, I think. But thank-you for keeping your calm, because had people attacted me I would not have responded so calmly myself. And kyle, when you responded I was thinking of fighting back, but I slept a bit and thought about it, and now Prep replied so...it gave me a more calm explanation.
Also, if I snap at you, please try to see past it, because for the last few weeks I have been tugged in all directions and something has to give. I am being poked and proded and I just felt like everyone thought They knew what was best, but they don't.
Again, sorry, I hope you can find it to forgive me (and sorry about the longwindedness)
Chris