It was only a couple of years ago that I discovered that my cock was anything special, and the first time a girl told me this (while touching it, of course), I was unbelievably turned on by the look in her eyes… a look of intense desire. It was then that I realized I was a bit of an exhibitionist. Few things turn me on as much as seeing someone look at me, and particularly my cock, with lust and desire. I have done the chat roulette stuff, although it never really did much for me because shocking or surprising people isn't my turn-on. One time on there I mutually masturbated with another guy on cam, and it was okay, but in the end it didn't turn me on all that much either—he was looking at me with desire, but I couldn't reciprocate. On one occasion I found a girl who wanted to watch—she stayed clothed but did touch herself through her clothes—and I had one of the best orgasms in my life. Since those girls are hard to come by, I started using the premium webcam services, and some of the women on there are pretty good at faking desire if they're not actually experiencing it. That was fun (although not as fun as the girl I knew was genuine) however, it's also expensive, and I can't personally justify spending money on that service anymore. I am in a wonderful long-term relationship right now with a beautiful woman who turns me on daily. She knows about my exhibitionism and is okay with it (we've even discussed the possibility of her participating, but I'm nervous about internet pic-and-vid-collectors for her sake). Anyway… Does anyone know of a place where interested girls like to watch guys stroke their cocks for no money? I'm just a dreamer, probably… Also, if anyone wants to share thoughts or similar experiences and turn-ons, I'd love to hear from you.