Hey everybody I've never spewed this out before but figured might as well.
So, I don't think I'm gay. I've fallen in love with girls, and never really wanted to have sex with a guy, or have I ever had feelings for guys beyond friendships, "brotherhoods" and that's only been with maybe one or two of my closest buddies. I've been in two long term relationships with x girlfriends; one was a little over a year and another was almost 2. And a couple other relationships that were shorter. I love having sex with women, and I'm really good at it.
But, I've always had that question floating around in my head of "Am I gay?!" When I was younger I was shocked by guys with large muscles, they reminded me of superheroes from cartoons and I never understood how it happened. Now, as a 24 year old I still find myself looking at guys with muscles, or guys who take care of their bodies. I find that as attractive as I do women with great curves.
When I think of my future I think of settling down with a girl that I fall head over heels in love with and raising a big family of our own.
Has any other straight guys had these thoughts too? I've always been a hopeless romantic and never been one to want to sleep around, unlike a couple of my friends, which makes me think i'm different but I'm not sure how.
Anyways it's really messing with my head and would like to hear back from some of you who've gotten confused from time to time.
-Brock
So, I don't think I'm gay. I've fallen in love with girls, and never really wanted to have sex with a guy, or have I ever had feelings for guys beyond friendships, "brotherhoods" and that's only been with maybe one or two of my closest buddies. I've been in two long term relationships with x girlfriends; one was a little over a year and another was almost 2. And a couple other relationships that were shorter. I love having sex with women, and I'm really good at it.
But, I've always had that question floating around in my head of "Am I gay?!" When I was younger I was shocked by guys with large muscles, they reminded me of superheroes from cartoons and I never understood how it happened. Now, as a 24 year old I still find myself looking at guys with muscles, or guys who take care of their bodies. I find that as attractive as I do women with great curves.
When I think of my future I think of settling down with a girl that I fall head over heels in love with and raising a big family of our own.
Has any other straight guys had these thoughts too? I've always been a hopeless romantic and never been one to want to sleep around, unlike a couple of my friends, which makes me think i'm different but I'm not sure how.
Anyways it's really messing with my head and would like to hear back from some of you who've gotten confused from time to time.
-Brock