no freaking out, peoples! an urge is just an urge, unless it becomes an action. so what is the urge about? gimme percentages. sex, power, anger, control, humiliation, domination, the list goes on and on. analyse yourself a little. and what do you do with those urges? squish them? wank on them? date freaky masochistic perverts? i'll tell you mine if you tell me yours. our little secret. just between you, me and anyone with internet access and a decent grasp of written english! personal demons only, please. supposition and conjecture got old real fast.